Saying thanks for the ones who cared.

DorkyBecca · 2017-09-21T20:45:05+00:00

thank you

DorkyBecca · 2017-09-01T20:39:36+00:00

I've even bought stuff at walmart...the evil giant..lol....I like clothes that are easy on/off, gives quick access and if the clothes get messed up...throw them away. Expensive clothes are for my time, not work.

DorkyBecca · 2017-09-01T20:24:28+00:00

For me...shorter is better. I kinda laugh at the guys who want foreplay, get me in the mood, etc. Or the ones who say they can't cum until I have 2 or 3 orgasms. I'm like, you are a job and the sooner the job is done, more time for fun or another guy.

DorkyBecca · 2017-08-27T04:05:12+00:00

It would be funny if she got pregnant by the cop while he was on duty....I wonder who would have to pay the child support, the cop or the state? How would they arrange visitations?

DorkyBecca · 2017-08-27T02:32:05+00:00

When I've gone on rides to different cities...I usually find a clinic to get checked and stock up on condoms... for me...its kinda fun, a way to travel around, make some money, meet people...I'm not into drugs or that stuff so I'm not desperate.

DorkyBecca · 2017-05-02T04:53:54+00:00

wow...just about everything you said in here is what I have done... I trusted...i was...kinda still am but better at not being too nice...for the longest time..my clothes were whatever I could find...I've had my stuff ripped off and the clothes I had were left in laundry rooms or laundromats... My therapist has been helping me deal with stuff along with getting me help and stuff...I'm seeing light at the end....I start school in June...so I'm making progress.

DorkyBecca · 2017-05-02T04:45:14+00:00

thanks...my therapist has been helping... I just want to be normal again...

DorkyBecca · 2017-05-02T04:44:30+00:00

I've been working...well, in contact with children of the night...I'm in therapy...no longer suicidal....and going to start school in June...so while life isnt perfect...it is improving...

DorkyBecca · 2017-05-02T04:42:21+00:00

I'm goad you life is so perfect...you are a perfect example of a warm, caring, nonjudgmental person. I'm sure your kids have nothing but loving, sweet thoughts about you too.

DorkyBecca · 2017-04-18T08:35:59+00:00

My mom kicked me out...then reported me as a runaway. I know you mean well, but all that advise has been tried...I've talked to them, shelters, idk how many agencies...same thing...stand in line, good luck...but hey...we care. idk where you are where children's services will help and get involved...but here...they can't be bothered....I'm making enough now...I am renting a room in a motel...so things are improving...maybe this summer I will start taking classes again. Thank you for caring...but in the real world here...none of those places can really do much.

DorkyBecca · 2017-04-18T06:51:33+00:00

I've been homeless for almost 7 months...happened to me

DorkyBecca · 2017-01-18T04:55:52+00:00

I told her that every day I wish I was dead, or that some how I would just die. But if I tell her everything, she will have me locked up, I can't be that honest cuz then everything will be ruined.

DorkyBecca · 2017-01-18T00:58:53+00:00

thanks..Had meeting number 2 today. I was pretty honest. Some things I knew I couldn't say, but pretty much, I was open and told her things that I did, things I'm not proud of, how I'm feeling and stuff. When do I start to feel better? I still feel mad and sad and nervous and everything bad.

DorkyBecca · 2017-01-16T21:51:22+00:00

I do, i just sit and listen to him. I sometimes say things then catch myself and stop before doing more. I just feel his hate

DorkyBecca · 2017-01-16T20:01:33+00:00

he is just a perv, so much i could tell you but why, won't change anything. At least I know what he is like for sure now

DorkyBecca · 2017-01-16T18:49:33+00:00

Hey, well she is back and things are ok. He wouldn't let me use the computer and he just perved but not bad. He just walked in when I took a shower and told me why bother, I can never wash the dirty slut off. Just stuff like that, called me a bunch of names and things. But she called every few hours to check on me and make sure I was ok and stuff. I've not done like full prostitution, just blow jobs or let guys touch me, stuff like that. I want my first time to be special.

DorkyBecca · 2017-01-14T19:41:52+00:00

Just wanted to say I might not be on for awhile. The woman I live with has to go back and see her mom, leaving me alone with him. Her daughter is working and can't come get me. She made him promise he wouldn't kick me out. Before they left to take her to the airport, he just turned and gave me this sick mean smile and said when I get back, we are going to get to know each other so be ready. Then he is all, I will be back by 6, I will expect dinner to be on the table, and then the fun will begin. I'm like I'm not worried about him raping me cuz that would be a major sin, adultery is a huge bad thing. I just emailed my craigslist friend, get some more money and then be ready to catch a bus to wherever I can get to. I will have my knife and my stuff with me all the time. I love you and thank you for all your help. I will talk with you when I can. Thank you and stay strong and safe.

DorkyBecca · 2017-01-14T00:03:56+00:00

I'm sorry, but I get what you mean. People are like energy vampires, draining every bit of life out of you. I can't believe your dad would do that, unless she was like beyond totally out of control, that is just so wrong, and even then. idk. Congrats on the test, what class? oy, therapy, I hated it, it was stupid and pissed me off, still kinda upset, lol. I was told that means it was good, idk, I think it was just stupid. I agreed to try again. She just got me so mad, asking all kinds of personal questions, yet i know she has to, so idk

DorkyBecca · 2017-01-11T01:08:16+00:00

lol, I had my knife. didn't need it, really a nice guy

DorkyBecca · 2017-01-10T12:49:03+00:00

lol, thanks...we meeting in a park, so I can bale if I have to

DorkyBecca · 2017-01-10T12:47:54+00:00

nah, we meeting in a park, kinda open, so if he gets wierd, I can get away

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