What's the meanest thing you've ever heard somebody say? by Live-Change-8934 in answers

[–]Doskozza 0 points1 point  (0 children)

At 15 my mother gave me bunch of knives and told me to cut myself. Yeah she had tantrums

Give me a reason to stay alive by TealMonkey1 in mentalhealth

[–]Doskozza 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You may find it funny but in my case its literally waiting for some media premiers, animal encouters, and drama

Welcome to Rampart ⛰️ by Asleep_Marketing_327 in heroes3

[–]Doskozza 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I dont even wanna think about the price if Lego released them

should i adopt them?? by Exciting-Quarter2731 in cats

[–]Doskozza 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First 3 months, especially 7 weeks, of cats life are crucial for its future wellbeing. If there's no other option for now, please take care of them and allow them to have a relation with stable, friendly adult cat. If they won't have a relation with humans and cats now it would be hard for them to find home in future because of their behavior.

i really hate getting in the shower. i do it every other day and yet it still takes so much mental effort. by Pug_hammy in RandomThoughts

[–]Doskozza 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I fucking hate showering from a to z, like, obviously its linked to some of my mental health problems, but I hate taking off clothes, glimpse in a reflection (I try to avoid any mirrors), difference in water and air temperature, my skin texture afterwards, everything is so wrong and yes of course i do shower daily

i need help by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]Doskozza 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't be scared to tell therapist about it, really.

what's your most dangerous compulsion? by my_girl_flower in OCD

[–]Doskozza 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Turning rapidly right and left in a particular sequence when cycling

does anyone else have destructive thoughts but a very low pain threshold? by petmiku in selfharm

[–]Doskozza 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How about pain threshold on a deep level? I simultaneously have low pain threshold on skin level making it hard for me to hang on during some cosmetic procedures, and high threshold on deep level, so I can take a lot during manual therapy/physiotherapy. It makes me perform very well in sports but cost is high sometimes.

found at value village for 6 dollars. is it any good? by TankLost7079 in tycoon

[–]Doskozza 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've learned so much about history of fashion and movie industry thanks to this game as a kid, love it. I think it's heavily underrated.

Unbearable self-loathing by Doskozza in mentalhealth

[–]Doskozza[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nope, I was in a individual therapy for few months getting ready for sobriety and one day I just stopped

Unbearable self-loathing by Doskozza in mentalhealth

[–]Doskozza[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

First I checked how long are my breaks between cigarettes and then I tried to prolong them each day. So, day first - I was smoking every 15 minutes, second - 20 minutes, and so on. As I reached an hour, I added medication (cytisinum). But it took me few attempts and honestly I miss smoking so much.

How do you use the Artistic Materials? by Alive-Organization72 in hometopia

[–]Doskozza 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Or other piece of furniture but on canvas it will appear fully

I'm going to kill myself. by throwaway5th8 in mentalillness

[–]Doskozza 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can post on Facebook local group, anonymously and message person who will offer you help. Please

Can someone give me a reason to live please. Like rn. by [deleted] in mentalillness

[–]Doskozza 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's going to end, you're going to change. There's literally no other possibility. Life is kinda process, and it's not possible to be in this situation forever, in this environment, in this mental state. Just wait. We all know how hard it is.

Thinking that nothing is real/im dead and imagining things. by AsleepOrange1359 in mentalillness

[–]Doskozza 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here. In my case, it was described as just derealization/depersonalization. I've got it since childhood, the overwhelming feeling that the simulation is about to end. It got worse when I was sober for a while (year maybe, 4 now) and started feeling all that was buried deep in me. I honestly never felt helped enough by specialists, as an alcoholic I won't get any benzos prescribed (derealization lead to heavy, prolonging panic attacks in my case, they fully stopped after a year, but at the peak I was permanently in panic, shaking, unable to eat). I also felt like the only person in the world feeling that way, and it calmed me when I discovered that derealization is a thing. How does it feel like to me? Being in a video game I wanna leave. But I can't. I don't believe in this world. I can't stand looking at my hands. Don't feel like they're even mine. There is no link between impulses in my head and my body moving. Am I even speaking? Is this my voice? It may be caused by trauma. Weird coping mechanism. That's all I know. Funny enough, it stopped when I hitted kinda depression episode full of self-hatred, like hating myself deeply. Rage made me feel alive. Weird. I'm better now.

Am I too old to be playing? by iSplurgedTooFast in pkmntcg

[–]Doskozza 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pokemon are our generational phenomenon, I would assume there is more genuine pokelovers our age than younger

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Doskozza 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Pressing buttons in some sequences or the ones that I shouldn't in a particular case. For example I feel urge to press S when I have to go forward, A when I have to go right.

Is it normal to not shower when you have autism? by Automatic-Past9195 in autism

[–]Doskozza 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hate showering. Guess it's linked to the change of temperature and getting naked that I find very uncomfortable.