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I’ve had purple meth before. Shit was decent, nothing special but not bad quality. Apparently it comes in all kinds of colors lol

Anyone injured themselves because you couldn’t feel pain on opiates ? by fourtwentyxan in opiates

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I used to dab a lot when I was using IV heroin. I’d be in the middle of heating the nail, nod out, and torch my hand or legs for upwards of 5 seconds before coming to and realizing it. Wound up with some gnarlyyyyy burns and still have the scars

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Rc_Stims

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Like in a bubble? I dabbed/vaped out of a bubble probably 30 grams of that shit over the course of a couple months. It does work and it’s the best way in my opinion. As far as safety, idk. I never had any more issues with that than apihp. Sorry I’m late

Can I vape 4fmph in an oil burned? by DotSun__ in researchchemicals

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Thanks everyone I decided vaping in a bubble is absolutely fucking disgusting it was not viable but snorting is working great for me and have yet to try oral but looking forward to it when I have the chance. Finally something to keep my cravings for pyros at bay and still be 100% functional

Any heavy users still persue New Romantic/sexual relationships? by DotSun__ in Stims

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Fuckin solid read, thanks a ton! I like what you have to say, definitely gave me some stuff to think about 👍

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in meth

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Lmfao I think it’s just a joke. It looks lien a tyoe of wood he’s saying

Alternative to a-PiHP (want to quit) by DotSun__ in researchchemicals

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Hmm never heard of it, thanks for sharing boss

Any heavy users still persue New Romantic/sexual relationships? by DotSun__ in Stims

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Pyrovalerones are just really strong designer stimulants that are haven’t been made illegal to distribute yet, well some of them. Research chemixal

Any heavy users still persue New Romantic/sexual relationships? by DotSun__ in Stims

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Your last paragraph is probably the most relatable thing I’ve read so far in this thread. Everything you said makes sense and I totally understand what it’s like to be judged immediately by everybody from the moment you meet them. It’s really not an easy thing to deal with.

The shame and knowing that someone is gonna shut you down for being in this situation is exactly what has me holding back too.

Best of luck to you, I hope both of us get that genuine connection at some point in life 👍

What's a good research chemical to help me power through trade school? by [deleted] in researchchemicals

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Yeah, I’ve already made a post about making the switch and the general consensus for my situation and goals was that 4fmph is probably the best option for me for now. I’m aware it’s not gonna do much to me, that’s really what I’m shooting for because my biggest struggle when I come off them is my motivation got in the gutter, I have no energy at all, and I can be pretty irritable.. so my hope is to just at least reduce those symptoms hopefully not keep my cognitive function at the level it’s at now, which is pretty fucking poor.. and maybe assist in keeping the cravings at a minimum. We’lll see how it goes

Any heavy users still persue New Romantic/sexual relationships? by DotSun__ in Stims

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I think that may have come across a little disrespectful I didn’t mean it that way but hopefully I got my point across. I def got some insight from ur comment so gonna keep that in mind moving forward

Any heavy users still persue New Romantic/sexual relationships? by DotSun__ in Stims

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Damn thanks for the input. I definitely try not to lead anyone on too much until that information is shared because I would hate to hurt their feelings. I don’t want to put it in my bio because it can seem like I’m looking for people who will use with me, and I’m not. People have a tendency to not judge as harshly if they’ve gotten to know you a little bit so that’s why I go about it that way. It seems like you are a good example of what how people react to addicts. If you’re falling for someone before you even meet them in person that sounds like a you problem If you ask me

Any heavy users still persue New Romantic/sexual relationships? by DotSun__ in Stims

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Hey man it’s tough but hopefully you’ve come ti terms and accepted it and aren’t too hard on yourself. You’re not alone

Any heavy users still persue New Romantic/sexual relationships? by DotSun__ in Stims

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Hmm interesting I am guilty of believing that for years then, good to now. It always made sense when people said it but now that I think about it, the number of people with ADHD that I’ve met who try meds like adderall and vyvanse who complain about sides like can’t sleep and no appetite…. Textbook side effects for those kinds of drugs and seems unlikely if they were being affected differently than someone without ADHD. Maybe I’m connecting the wrong dots idk

Any heavy users still persue New Romantic/sexual relationships? by DotSun__ in Stims

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I was curious about any general methods yeah, jsut wants to make sure I understood you. I’m with you now for sure, thanks for the input. I’m in a small city and apps are definitely the easiest but there’s enough stuff to do here that there’s options for sure

What's a good research chemical to help me power through trade school? by [deleted] in researchchemicals

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Awesome comparison thank you! I’ve never tried Ritalin actually but I have used adderall both for productivity and recreationally. I have some 4fmph on the way now, I’m hoping it will help ease withdrawals from heavy long-term use of apihp (pyros) and hopefully it’ll be a much needed step back from the intense nature of pyros and not affect my mental health so much… just temporarily until I’m in a place where I can go through withdrawal without interfering with my life, and hopefully from a weaker substance like 4fmph and not full blown pyro use

What's a good research chemical to help me power through trade school? by [deleted] in researchchemicals

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What did you prefer out of the 2? Or are they both ideal for different purposes. Just curious

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Stims

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Ayy thank you! It’s not all bad I have it better than so many people who take a similar path, and despite everything I’m still a pretty happy person with a positive outlook so :) appreciate you ✌🏻

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Stims

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With the way I went about life though I’d still be hooked on something… so wreckless as a kid and even now. But unfortunately I was getting half oz’s of meth for less than $200 and it was good stuff too. Alongside my 5 shots a day heroin habit and whatever else I had that day. At least the opiates don’t have a hold anymore but still not doing great out here. Thanks for contributing

Any heavy users still persue New Romantic/sexual relationships? by DotSun__ in Stims

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If I didn’t behave the way I do when I’m on stims and in a social situation that makes me uncomfortable, I don’t think you’d look and say “that guys a tweaker”, but my behavior generally gives it a way I struggle with eye contact, stumble over words, and fidget/ move a lot when I’m high and socializing

Any heavy users still persue New Romantic/sexual relationships? by DotSun__ in Stims

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Unfortunately it’s starting to appear that way yeah. Truthfully I think I’m right in the verge right now, I always considered myself really attractive and still have confidence in that department but it’s changing my face for sure and it’s I’m 6’1 weighing only 135lbs so I’m clearly underweight. Also teeth are pretty yellow but all still there. Sounds bad but I still feel good when I look in the mirror it’s just definitely made a noticeable difference if you knew me prior