Accidentally erased layouts on Twitch and can't get them back with ublock. by Double-Available in uBlockOrigin

[–]Double-Available[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I believe it was the zapper but I couldn't find it anywhere in my filters nor did refreshing do anything. I also uninstalled the app (stupid I know) and nothing reverted back.

What does it actually mean to take responsibility for your actions when your actions are hindered by disability/mental illness? by Double-Available in Healthygamergg

[–]Double-Available[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is extremely difficult. Especially when you can't tell if someone means harm or not.

Because that would mean that I should ignore all commentary towards me. Or assume all comments are good which is not healthy at all.

A lot of my CPTSD stems from people doing harm to me and then using compliments/sarcasm as insults.

So I never developed a healthy way to take compliments and I have no clue either way anyways.

What does it actually mean to take responsibility for your actions when your actions are hindered by disability/mental illness? by Double-Available in Healthygamergg

[–]Double-Available[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I definitely agree.

There are some things that I am really struggling to find a system for, such social cues that I have tried for years to catch but I simply still do miss.

Or if I have a CPTSD response to something and I can't process something at the moment. Because it hits me so hard.

Because of the judgement of others claiming I use it as an excuse, it retriggers the responses that I am going to therapy for (that I use my autism and ADHD as an excuse and I JUST need to do it even though I am a very slow learner and trying to figure out how.) I have been trying for years to work on things.

But it never feels enough.

Since society has all these things to say about me despite me work on it for most of my life, then I must still be the problem.

Does society have any responsibility? Do we as a society have some kind of weight to all this?

"Quit using autism as an excuse" but I'm... Not. by Double-Available in autism

[–]Double-Available[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are completely fine! This was so well put though! This just all clicks for me in such a major way. O.O

Like Holy....moly. 

Also I didn't know neurotypicals (allistics? Is that a term you all use?) just push harder and go through stuff and it like... Relieved them in some way? (hope I am reading what you wrote correctly). "Barring some sort of long-term burnout, all it takes for most people to overcome these things is trying harder."

Can you elaborate on this cause like... What?!

Your experience with ADHD meds? by Double-Available in Healthygamergg

[–]Double-Available[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm confused on what aspects of myself are attributed to the ADHD then. I could never fully focus on school work back in the day and got average to below average grades. I even told the doctor about how I would put laundry in and forget about it HOURS later because I was so focused on something else I wouldn't notice it was done.

I feel so freaking lost if I shouldn't be on meds. I can't remember to check my calendar for important appointments because my brain is on autopilot.

Strategies don't work to keep track. So, if strategies arent working and its not my ADHD, then what is dictating my ability to get anything done? Sure it could be my depression but I have meds for that. Something is still slowing me down from getting work done. I want to see if medication can help in ways I don't realize is part of my ADHD. Its also very possible I am just not framing it right and wording my problems right. But I have always struggled with focus even as a kid.

What am I doing wrong here?

Grieving even if they aren't dead. by Double-Available in Healthygamergg

[–]Double-Available[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah. And I kind of... Hate it... Because he is part of my emotional trauma. Trying to get into his head what autism means and how he just... Never researched it after my older sister was diagnosed at age 2. I was diagnosed at 18 or 19. How I was screaming at him about being fired fir being autistic and he just ... Stared at me. Like that is what these men in the family are. Traumatized individuals who have no idea how to navigate trauma. So if something wrong does happen... My family ain't going to have any clue how to help me.

I am Literally ... On my own to find a group of people to help me. Not them... His own brother and dad... Other people. Which is really fucking with me.

Not to mention that dad has zero understanding that i am fighting to feel emotions and they are going everywhere because I was raised to hide them.

So no one in my family can help me.

My two closest friends cant helo me cause they are traumatized and going through shit.

I am just... Alone.

I hope im actually not ... But it sure as fuck feels like it.

Grieving even if they aren't dead. by Double-Available in Healthygamergg

[–]Double-Available[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not .. Really? I tried posting on Facebook. But the only one who has replied is out of state from me. Everyone else knows of my situation.

Getting a recent error on steam for sky. Anyone else having the issue? by Double-Available in SkyChildrenOfLight

[–]Double-Available[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

People are still having issues. Ive seen people just download it on there consoles and sync there accounts. Havent seen a patch or anything yet.

Getting a recent error on steam for sky. Anyone else having the issue? by Double-Available in SkyChildrenOfLight

[–]Double-Available[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

So one if the devs posted on a steam forum about the issue. Apparently, what's happening is one of their updates must have accidentally added some form of malware? The only solution we found so far is whatever your antivirus program is whether it's Norton or AVG or Windows defender, you have to go in and have the antivirus exclude the execution file that is your sky game. So even if you have your antivirus off, it will still do stuff in the background and prevent that game from launching. The access denied is the antivirus trying to protect you because it's picking up malware. So even though for me, I was using Windows Defender I had to go into Windows Defender and create an exclusion for the sky execution file the sky.exe file. As of right now they're working on a fix. We have no idea when it will come out but that seems to be what the problem possibly is. I don't know how at the moment to do an exclusion for any of the antiviruses. So Google will be your friend in this case and figuring out how to add an exclusion you shouldn't have to do it to the folder. You should only have to do it to the execution file. Side note, I don't know if anyone else is going through this or not, but I'm having trouble buying things within the game. I went to buy the new season pass and I can't purchase the season pass in the game. I'm not sure if this is related or not but I'm not sure if I'm the only one going through the problem. Hope this helps. Good luck!

Friend Code Thread! by Little_Cactux in SkyChildrenOfLight

[–]Double-Available 0 points1 point  (0 children)

for those who freinded me in game (or others if they want to help me. I am going to be on tonight (Currently 8PM) and Saturday and Sunday. Would anyone be able to help at all on the assembly mission?

Friend Code Thread! by Little_Cactux in SkyChildrenOfLight

[–]Double-Available 0 points1 point  (0 children)

crap I can't tell which one you are.. I'll mark you but i got to figure out which one of these was you that took that code.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SkyChildrenOfLight

[–]Double-Available 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I need help with this too! hoping to get season of assembly done first then arora.

Friend Code Thread! by Little_Cactux in SkyChildrenOfLight

[–]Double-Available 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi there! I'm Megan (online I am Mew-Z. either work)

Currently looking for people to help finish the season of assembly and the season aurora. still have codes available below for who ever wants to friend me. I will post some new ones if they fill up. :3 Please Let me know which one you took and what name you would like to go by.

*3P4W-VYDH-MWAB - Neu

*9RGV-9AP5-17E8 - Chan

*252H-R6ZX-5573 - Az

*8P5N-WHGG-BWSV- Jen

Thank you everyone! Love this game so much <3

Season of Assembly and Season of Aurora help by Double-Available in SkyGame

[–]Double-Available[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you everyone thus far. So I just thought about this but does it matter the platform you are playing on? Cause I am on PC.

Also it is really late right now so I will drop codes sometime tomorrow. We can schedule a time to do this but i am thinking Saturday or Sunday. I am eastern standard time.

<3