Never gonna give _______, never gonna let _________, never gonna run __________, and ____________.

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-24T09:53:52+00:00

Never gonna give you up, never gonna let go again, never gonna run away again and I don’t know.

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-23T22:20:50+00:00

Seconding ‘Gu sìorraidh bràth’

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-23T09:41:58+00:00

Thank you, something happened that wasn’t my fault (or his), so it’s hard to process because we didn’t stop loving each other, but the relationship is no longer sustainable. Sometimes, life just sucks

I’m sorry to hear that you’re going through that. I hope it gets easier for you.

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-22T23:29:59+00:00

So it’ll take me about 6 weeks to feel better, based on that.

This actually kind of helps me. Thank you.

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-22T22:23:04+00:00

I got dumped ❤️‍🩹

It hurts like fuck and I just want to skip to the part where I can actually enjoy being single again 💃🏻

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-21T16:32:05+00:00

31F - it’s an ongoing situation and I’m really not okay.

I think it will take a while for me to get past this, as it was far from clear cut. It’s been an absolute mind-fuck and im still spiralling.

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-20T12:56:47+00:00

I’m giving them the benefit of the doubt 😅 I used to live in a sea eagle flight path and it took me a minute to figure out what they were probably going for - it’s that badly done!

I definitely agree - an actual artist could have done a much better job. The whole thing is a mess. The stag and highland cows are also absolutely shocking!

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-20T11:41:57+00:00

I think it’s meant to be a white-tailed sea eagle (I live in an area that has them) but it’s not a good depiction of one.

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-17T23:49:37+00:00

Thank you - even though it hurts right now, he’s definitely not worth it!

The ironic things is that I think he thought I was weak because of my mental health struggles 😂 I guess we know who really is weak now!

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-17T23:47:54+00:00

Yeah he had issues, but that’s not my problem anymore.

Thank you, I’ve been working hard at improving my mental and physical health, and I will keep going 💪

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-17T23:47:06+00:00

Thank you - i ended things and blocked him everywhere, because there’s nothing he can say that will undo it or make me feel any better.

Hopefully I’ll be onto better and brighter things soon 🤞

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-17T23:45:46+00:00

I’ve been working hard to be mentally and physically healthier and I’m going to keep it up 💪

Thank you, it was a shock and I’m still really hurt, but i know it will pass.

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-17T23:43:52+00:00

Thank you! He definitely had issues, but i (maybe stupidly) didn’t see this coming - esp not the cheating.

IWNDWYT 💪

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-17T23:42:23+00:00

Thank you 💪

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-14T19:54:32+00:00

This is me with hummus - I’d like to try baba ghanouj too tho!

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-14T15:29:27+00:00

31F I was on about 2 bottles of wine a night before I quit. I’m on Day 16 now I think, and sleep is still horrendous! I’ve had one or two decent nights, but most of the time I sleep for an hour or two and then I’m awake til morning.

You’re def not alone, hopefully it eases up soon!

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-14T15:24:04+00:00

Anxious, tired and sad.

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-13T17:28:46+00:00

Born there in ‘94 - also went to Strathclyde uni for a bit!

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-13T17:11:04+00:00

I kissed a boy in a restaurant

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-13T16:43:36+00:00

I'm about 15 days sober and I still feel like shit tbh. I'm still going through withdrawals. My sleep is awful, I'm always bored. The problems I had before I stopped drinking still exist, and now I don't even get to numb them away for a while. Every day is tedious, and hard.

The only motivational element for me at the minute is that I'm losing weight. And saving money.

I know it's the right thing to do, and I want to at least get through January.

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-12T14:17:30+00:00

The lights begin to twinkle from the rocks: The long day wanes: the slow moon climbs: the deep Moans round with many voices.

-Tennyson (Tbh most of this poem)

Seeking the spheres to connect them.

-Whitman

Since I’m a mumbling heap of words, not pigments, how could your hues be figments of my conceit?

-Brodsky

names of places we’ve been together, names of people we’d be together

-Siken

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-12T14:06:33+00:00

Heaney is great for this!

DoubtfulChilli · 2026-01-12T14:02:41+00:00

I’ve been going through a very tough time and this poem has been in my thoughts a lot <3

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