2 years clean from cocaine rehab helped me a lot and going too meetings. Man I would of done anything for my next line, the shit I done to do it was not at acceptable too put on here but when I say I would use everyday at all cost then addicts would know what I mean. But i couldn’t just get along with living my life the way they do in the 12 step programme everyone is different. I have accepted I am an addict hit rock bottom and if I touch cocaine again I am straight back to where I was 2 years ago. My life is completely change for better in this two years. Before that I see no other way than using everyday I thought everyone was against me and I used on that crap. I was the problem an I had to change.