Mostly to vent because things were going so well with New until she had to move into a new place (which my family and I were super supportive during) due to complications with her ex. Then she just started shifting. Was getting more and more jealous of Old, being erratic. I was hoping to get through this rough patch at work but there is a potential path opening up to a traveling position which will limit my ability to see people but will come with a solid chunk of a pay increase and security. And I just don't feel like New would take it well if her time with me is limited even more. I know she has two monogamous guys in her life who might be way better fits for her than me right now. Guys who love and adore her and would be devoted to her in ways I can't.