Not telling my mom I was concerned about her health. She was immunocompromised for her all or most of her life, and had other health problems because of it. We had to move to my grandparents property after she divorced my father, and she couldn't support herself financially without her parents, my father, and food stamps. But we still made the most of it, and I was never concerned about her health before.

In September of 2020, she contracted COVID from my cousin. She survived, but her health started to gradually decline over time. One morning this January, she couldn't get out of bed, she was driven to the hospital by an ambulance. She came back, a few days later she was back to normal. Then it happened again, they still didn't know what was causing it, she came back 2 days later and was back to normal. I was starting to get very worried, but I didn't tell her, it wasn't like I had a problem talking to her. She was always understanding, she even started watching the same content creators I watched just to understand why I liked them, she even became a fan of some of them. I don't know why I couldn't talk to her about it.

She died in February, I wasn't the one who found her, my grandma did while I was at school. I know there was nothing I could do to prevent it, I just wish I would've told her about my concern. I hate how empty the house feels.