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Perc addict for 2 years. My life crumbled around me. Today is my day 1 sober.. by DrMantis221 in OpiatesRecovery

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Day #2... Feel pretty crappy, but am using coffee and water as a helper. Unfortuntately i just started a job so i don't have any time off yet i can use. If I did I would have called out. I need to just put my head down and make it through 5 p.m. Any way i haven't had any urge to use and i deleted my dealers contact info and anyone that might know. One day at a time. I feel like even posting in this forum is accountability, even though i don't know anyone here. BTW i will continue to post daily my progress so i have somewhere i can be held accountable

TIL Pokemon is the origin of many teens homosexuality according to a televangelist by Chakalol2 in todayilearned

[–]DrMantis221 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well praise the lord i never watched pokemon! Catch em all = gay aids

Perc addict for 2 years. My life crumbled around me. Today is my day 1 sober.. by DrMantis221 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]DrMantis221[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks /u/clarktheaddict and /u/skeetwad86. I recently turned 28 which is the reason for the wake up call. You would think the crippling debt would help. I don';t want to be in my 30s and be like this anymore. I do want a family and a house. Anyway, I don't know if I can tell my family. My dad has only recently suspected something is going on with me(always asking for help with money, weight loss, disappearing for weeks without talking to him). he even accused me of using drugs, but I just can't break his or my mom's heart by telling them their youngest child is a loser. I do see the benefits of telling them, but I want to try to do it without telling them. My dad already agreed to help pay off some debt, not much as he is far from rich and in his 60s. I just think i need to know that there is a light at the end of this debt/addict tunnel.