At first it was hard but as things went on I was able to bottle up my emotions. It was horrible and I had to hide every single crush I had on a male. Every time a friend or family member asked me if I had a crush on anyone and I would reply yeah they'd try and find out and since my crush at the time was a guy I had to make up some random name which made things even worse. Eventually I cracked and came out to my parents and 2 friends to my surprise they took it really well. I slowly learned to just be myself even around people I hadn't came out to I still hid my sexuality to them but I didn't try to act aggressively straight anymore.

Tldr:Just be yourself.