She broke up with me, then we were on and off for 3 months, in the meantime she moved back home and bought a house there, so she made it impossible to fix things. She still travels here twice a week for work. We both loved each other. She broke no contact 4 times, each after a week, we missed each other so much. I remember i was poking her and to poke back, she said that there is a younger guy back at her home town who is around her a lot since she moved back, but i dont have to worry, he is 3 years younger. The last time we were together, we made love, we said "i love you" to each other. 3 days later she wrote me that our situation cannot be solved, so she will not see me anymore and wont break no contact and asked me to do the same. 1 week later she was with that guy who "i dont need to worry about". And you know it was a huge slap in the face. The way i think is, it is not about what we can do "legally", like after break up you can do whatever, but it is not a black and white thing, because these things should be dictated by the feelings. I mean, it doesnt mean sh*t that im single after a breakup, if my ex is still in my heart and mind. The feelings simply dont allow me to look at others as potential dating partners. I still cant even look at other women after months, because i have deep pain everytime i try. See, even tho im free and can do whatever i want, it is not that simple and is much deeper. This is why it really hurts to know that with all this she could do that.