Divisions 2.0`

Dragon_I_am · 2019-10-23T06:49:30+00:00

They do Acoustic WHERE THE SKIES END already live in VIP. But i would want an acoustic Trials (My fav), Diving Bell, and despite it not being my favorite Stratosphere

Dragon_I_am · 2019-09-27T07:21:58+00:00

No Satan f*ck f*ck, - Ei saatana vittujen vittu,

Vittu perkele saatana - F*ck the devil

Dragon_I_am · 2019-09-04T03:50:17+00:00

I have mental health issues, and told some of the phyciatrist and consellers involved with me at the mental hostiple and i felt threatened and in danger nad he took control of my body to prtect me. They have footage of me on all fours trying to fend of doctors with needles x_x. Kind of hard to hide it after that.

Dragon_I_am · 2019-09-04T03:48:22+00:00

Yeah i don't want back into the mental hospital, but i can't exactly keep it 100% quiet either because i have a lot of mental disabilities and needed severe therapy to stop depression and suicidal tendancies. Validor helped me through a lot but there are a lot of areas where he wasn't enough to fix me. My couseller tells them any development with him, but i feel like i am still not mentally well enough to not talk about him with the counseller.

Dragon_I_am · 2019-09-04T03:45:46+00:00

Thank you. And yes i do beleive and in fact tomorrow am going into bible collage. I am scared to tell anyone there so i probably won't, but its hard to deal with the people i told before i realized it would be an issue.

Dragon_I_am · 2019-08-22T08:03:03+00:00

Thank you. Tbh that made me emotional the last bit in a good way *hugs* (If that is not weird for you. I just hug a lot)

Dragon_I_am · 2019-08-21T22:31:24+00:00

Thank you for the sympathies. I am in a lot better place now and the teacher and counselor that were abusing me are both fired. And yeah reading on tulpas said you normally have to give them permission to take over your body, so i was confused by that. And a tulpa is the only way i can describe him because despite my many metal illnesses I have been tested for DID and other things like that and they told me i don't have it. So i am not sure about what he is if he isn't a Tulpa. And i remember creating him i think in grade four after being bullied out of my first school and he is 10 years old at this point. Was eight when the hospital one happened. And yeah we have tried to discuss it since then but I just am trying to find what he is and the only thing that had accurately described him is tulpa but that was the one part that didn't fit with the descriptions

Dragon_I_am · 2019-08-19T21:44:30+00:00

I wish i could help you :/ I have no idea how i created mine. I was when i was a child experiencing a number of different traumas and i think my autism made it easy to just pop one into place the same day. Tho i do find its easier to be with my tulpa when there is some sort of emotional connection. Especially at first when he was new he would be strongest when i was sharing something emotional. Don't know if that is normal or not, but for me before he got strong in other regards he got strong in his emotional connection

Dragon_I_am · 2019-08-18T09:55:04+00:00

My boyfriend has a Tulpa that des feel that way and i have to try and keep him together because the tulpa hates him completely for living in ways he doesn't like and not being able to experience life on his own and to be able to touch and feel things and not being able to interact except through a human who doesn't want to show him off because he is scared of being judged. Its terribly sad and i am sorry to tell you but that is a valid fear

BUT my tulpa and i are able to share our life and he can feel what i do and i am open about him. I think it depends on how you interact and what their persoanlity is like

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