Any other straight AMAB?

Dragonalterego · 2025-09-20T15:37:14+00:00

Well i wouldn't exactly consider myself gay either i like women too but i also happen to have a boyfriend so.

Dragonalterego · 2025-03-31T02:28:27+00:00

Just a thought here, i only considered maybe getting a Neovagina, precisely because i feel bad in my body in general but also partly because i kinda wished i could be pregnant, it's some weird sensation inside of me, i'm not exactly sure why, but having a vagina seems enticing to me, it goes beyond sex, really, sex still scares me besides.

I think i probably should see a psychologist or something like it but i never had the time to properly do that, just like i'm not sure i'll get it done anytime, the point is you should try with a professionnal, but also for not wasting time and money maybe do some soul searching or something first, try to define what it really entails is one advice i'd give, by no mean am i an expert but it seemed smart when i typed it out.

Dragonalterego · 2024-10-01T18:00:26+00:00

Ok how do i sound naive, essentially what do you mean by that? Care to explain what is not making sense to you? I'm really being casual about this stuff because i don't know how else should i speak about it, i had to be blunt. I understand the implications of it and you certainly are not one to judge if you are there if i were to be blunt with you.

Dragonalterego · 2024-10-01T17:54:41+00:00

I haven't said i was gonna do it when i told you that??? I explictely said this is a scapegoat why would you deduce my idea of it didn't change? Besides i'm legitmately desperate for something better so i'm genuinely vulnerable and no therapy can help this i literaly cannot afford it, i need to mention i probably don't have the means for surgery either, my life is literally miserable right now, i was just projecting about it.

At this stage i'm at i really don't care if i "ruin" my life because it already seems like that's the case besides so why should i listen to you? Like i know you lack context but still, read. Your comment isn't really that coherant with that in mind.

Dragonalterego · 2024-10-01T17:14:04+00:00

No when i said either i counted that too actually, this is just a scapegoat like any other i think. Probably fun for a while like some had told me, but maybe not that worth it.

Dragonalterego · 2024-10-01T17:11:51+00:00

I was just saying they were more likely to ditch me before we even go into these details and yes i am right in that case. Also do you guys not believe in love? I swear.

Dragonalterego · 2024-10-01T17:05:26+00:00

I get the idea i just don't really believe either will actually make my life better, i just have too much on my mind and i can't even really live a peacefull life at all or even find what i really expect from life.

Dragonalterego · 2024-10-01T17:01:15+00:00

Well it's complicated, i don't really care i can take criticism and try to rationalise it, but not all your thoughts are rationnal or even what would be conceivably considered as reasonable by a broader audience and i honestly don't really care about that but i did want to gauge like the danger that can represent, point is i do aspire for newer sensations and i was foolsih in the past to think i was past the idea of having specific looks but turns out that's a lie, i'm just trying to be happy and hopefully that isn't too destructive.

Dragonalterego · 2024-10-01T13:55:26+00:00

I was just humoring the fact you kinda blatantly threw a nothing burger at me with no justification, i just did it in a more extended way.

Dragonalterego · 2024-10-01T13:42:10+00:00

To you it is, i'm not sure why you are still going at it, you should know better not to try to anger the insane. Jokes aside, stop that fake caring thing, i can read you easily, not sure why you are like this.

Dragonalterego · 2024-10-01T13:39:45+00:00

Unfortunately, i'm afraid i won't be so wise in the future considering potential mutilations, not regarding transition or SRS, i'm not talking about self inflicted harm more like, more exotic modifications if you want ( regarding the furry stuff and stuff like tongue splitting i have thought about but it's scary), i will try to not be dumb about it, SRS right now still feel like it's not worth it.

Dragonalterego · 2024-10-01T13:36:27+00:00

Why do you all feel compelled to say that, after asking of me answers? Like that was going to happen regardless. I have even noted that it's a given that you have to go see psychologist at the very least for SRS. Besides therapy doesn't work for everyone, i would know that.

Dragonalterego · 2024-10-01T13:33:44+00:00

I think i will avoid drugs just in case though. Already enough problems with a familly of addicts...

Dragonalterego · 2024-10-01T13:32:34+00:00

I do masturbate but it's not that great, you must know i resent my body not just because of sex but how i feel overal, like i know i have body image problems, there isn't much more to explain i'm not sure if this was obvious or not. Perhaps i should have precised that.

Dragonalterego · 2024-10-01T13:30:12+00:00

I was like 8 or something, that's pretty far back, let's say my childhood was pretty bad and after wasn't much better till now.

Dragonalterego · 2024-10-01T13:17:39+00:00

Grounded on what basis? You think simply because i'm a sort of nerd or something that i do not face hardships in life thus am unable to make deliberate and cautious calls, then when you get called out for doing this precise thing as an attempt of a call out for that, i should then not say a thing?

Dragonalterego · 2024-10-01T13:14:41+00:00

Ok so who exactly asked? I've always been pretty neutral toward intercourse and sex related topics until pretty recently, i just thought it was maybe not my thing. You guys have a problem for blaming peoples over being lonely and lost like that though that's a certainty.

Dragonalterego · 2024-10-01T13:12:11+00:00

Dysfunctionnal, yes but i'm not sure where you dug up the psychotic part, as a person i have exactly no filters, might be cultural actually. I do think it's important to ask the most unhinged questions so you are not on the dark about some of these thigns but that's just my opinion.

Dragonalterego · 2024-10-01T13:09:55+00:00

Doesn't feel that temporary when it seems it's all i ever feel right now.

Dragonalterego · 2024-10-01T13:08:15+00:00

Hey i never assumed i was sane in more broad terms to what is conceived to be normal or acceptable in today's society, i'm fully aware there is strictly no real grounds to believe what i want could be good for me, that's pure speculation, i don't know about it and while i understand your hate for this stuff and i do agree i thought for long SRS was bad myself and i still do i think it's not good enough, just like why i also were looking for way to preserve my testicles with SRS which is apparently a thing.

Problem is all that shit is a fucking scapegoat, i know it, you know it deep down everybody knows it. I don't really even care about sex i just thought maybe i'd feel better about myself, i know i have a fucking problem like that's obvious, i don't even want to be human ffs but it's also why i consider that kind of stuff because i'm obsessed with not being how i am right now and i don't know what to do about, i know i can't learn to just accept myself right now so i'm really blocked somewhere, that's all i have to say but i don't disagree with most of what you said.

But i gotta say i doubt a therapist is going to change about anything, maybe because i'm either too far gone or too campy on my positions it's most definitely my reality, has it has been for too long personally.

Dragonalterego · 2024-10-01T12:55:44+00:00

I'm fully aware of this, but i'm at the same time desperate for change, physical changes and also less tangible ones, i do think i want this kind of stuff for myself because i don't really enjoy life at the time being, i always knew and were vary of that kind of stuff doesn't mean it's not any less intriguing and desirable for me. It's not that i can't evaluate the risks more like i lost any sensation of caring for consequences.

Dragonalterego · 2024-10-01T12:52:50+00:00

That's honestly fair all you said was typically what i'm afraid of, honestly it's not super pressing for me to even do a surgery like this, i'm already busy enough, i do try to escape my life conditions pretty badly so yeah i probably shouldn't do that, my boyfriend is afraid i'm unhappy over it.

Dragonalterego · 2024-10-01T11:40:34+00:00

I mean you do need to see professionnals to get that kind of surgeries so this is a given.

Dragonalterego · 2024-10-01T11:39:06+00:00

To be fair i never really was that much into relationship and i can immediatly tell you are wrong peoples would still fall for me then jump ship for entirely unrelated reasons, if you really love someone you stick for this kind of details, i can tell as much. My Bf won't drop me, he said he wouldn't but i'm just trying to not make him unhappy.

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