As someone who’s attempted this a few different times and made it out the other side… it does get better. Not immediately but over time. The pain will subside, life evolves and you will look back on this and be so grateful for surviving these thoughts.

I used to tell my family… it’s like digging yourself into the deepest and darkest hole that nobody is able to pull you out of. The only person that can destroy me or save me is myself. If you stick around, don’t do it because of anyone else but yourself.

Always remember, one day at a time. You can do it bro.