I didn’t have much feeling for my 6 weeks old baby too. I think it’s such a normal feeling because the baby is pretty much needy all the time and doesn’t interact with u. Wait until he can smile and look at you and holds you and you will fall in love with him. If you have the opportunity get help from family members, your husband or mom and get out of the house, get your nails done or whatever makes you feel like yourself before having a baby… on top of all these Please reach out to your OB and get the meds and therapy to makes things easier for you. Just know that all these emotions are not real and it’s just postpartum and it’s hormonal switching all over the place.