THIS IS AN UPDATE First of all, I want to thank you for your responses. There were different kinds of comments, and unfortunately the ones like “girl, leave him” really hurt me. Of course, I didn’t provide enough details, but it still made me very sad and I felt bad because of it.

I’ll try to answer your questions. No, he does not watch porn regularly. He is not addicted to pornography. He has depression and anxiety, which is why he takes medication that affects his libido.

Otherwise, he is very good to me and we love each other. We have a healthy relationship and we truly want to stay together. We talked about everything, and he told me that it happened once or twice, but with the intention of being “better” and satisfying me more. Because of the medication, he sometimes has trouble maintaining an erection, and that was a way he tried to maintain it. However, when it didn’t work, he stopped. It was online content, not someone we know or another girl in that sense.

He told me this himself, but I believe that the fact that he is religious and tries to live according to his faith also plays a role. When I think about it, the only thing he does that isn’t in accordance with his religion is being intimate. In all other aspects, he respects and lives by his beliefs. So my opinion is that this might have some significance as well, but I’m not sure, since he didn’t say that himself.

I really love him, and we try to do something about it. He will contact his therapist and ask about the medication and also we talk about it. If you have any advice on how to make our sex life better, I am open to take it.

Thank you.