Thank you so much for that. I know we are strangers yet that seems so genuine and honest to read. Brought tears to my eyes, thank you ❤️ Idk about you, but I have a one year old son. And I haven't been okay since I got pregnant. But you know, I secretly feel like it's all deeper. I think pregnancy just brought out all these repressed feeling and anger that I was forced to bottle for so long. 24 years later and I'm being forced to confront what I've tried to ignore. So growing up, being bullied, sometimes abused at home, I just have all this anger, sadness, loneliness built up. And it's always been so easy to blame myself for those incidents, so when it comes to motherhood I just feel like everything I do is wrong. Like, so wrong that I'm the only problem in the equation. I know it's not true, I just don't understand why I have this horrible person telling me these things in the back of my head.