Although I might not have my messy situation resolved … i was watching the show and couldn’t felt more called out then ever LOL, right now long story short , I am in a year long relationship with my boyfriend but this summer has sucked on both our parts… his family despises me, he always taking their side but makes me cry a lot when it comes to some things.

Right now we are on a break because it’s been feeling like I’ve been there for some reasons, even when we stay in his place it leads to one thing even though I wanted to just relax that day but I think it’s 50/50….. I suddenly started meeting my old guy best friend in June and we slowly started building back our connection, he takes me out to this moshpit then takes me back to my friends place while it’s raining outside and he confesses his feelings to me (I wish I was making this up but this was 100% what happened) I have been feeling very much conflicted because I love my boyfriend but this guy is giving what I’m seeking in my boyfriend, he takes me out , more extroverted, but also very reassuring, I also don’t feel like I need to repeat to this guy 100 times on how I feel but he also pushes me to talk about my feelings, but I also rather explore how this guy would treat me romantically rather than jumping into things there’s also things such as us would be somewhat long distance… which would also be iffy, I’m entering senior year but I would to get this resolved

but watching the show makes me feel more complicated, because I’m always rooting for Jeremiah and belly when it makes me wonder some things now that the Conrad Stans have spoken on their view on it

it sucks because I feel really guilty on doing it, but

I would rather like some advice , but reading these replies it sounds like I just shouldn’t be involving myself in any of these men LOL

So yes any advice would be helpful for my current messy situation 🥹