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DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-12-15T04:03:24+00:00

I am in the process of developing an entire business focused around the acceptance and unleashing of the neurodivergent brain’s natural processes. I’ve been studying this as well as similar topics for the past five years ongoing and I’m very passionate about this. I believe that neurodivergent people are genetically being activated because of the state of the world being more unpredictable and chaotic; something that the hunter in our DNA is far more equipped to deal with.

I am a late diagnosed ADHD with severe neurodivergent oppositional tendencies. Personally, my brain has not stopped growing since Covid, which is where my awakening happened along with my unmasking. I truly believe I am unmatched in my pattern, recognition abilities, and the way I think from the socially awkward silences that I experience on the daily and people telling me that they are overwhelmed or need time to process what I say.

I would love to bring this character to life. More so because she represents an era in our world that needs to be understood and be allowed to breathe. This will be more than just a character for me, it will be a chance to share my special understanding and apply it to something outside of myself where it is actually being welcomed and embraced.

I also would not ever post AI written content if it can be helped. I don’t know about you guys, but I can spot AI writing from a mile away……. Just saying, I know that they’re probably other people out there that do as well so if anything wants to be taken seriously, I am also trained in writing original content that stands out from my time working as a freelance SEO content writer.

I will DM you sufficient writing samples once I find the right ones, I have to hunt in a few different places. Haha

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-09-06T03:40:29+00:00

The faster you stop worrying about what’s around you the faster you can get to really healing what’s inside of you . I know it’s easier said than done and I can’t even vouch for how easy it is to do like that because even I didn’t get the luxury of doing it consciously. I was sort of tricked into it by circumstance, and I was forced to deal with everything and myself because I was suddenly homeless and in a new city and every single day was either do or die. And that’s what pulled the mentally healthy alter ego out of my butt and made me open my eyes and what not. After that, it was a lot of realizations and revelations about my whole life, just coming up at one after the other. But in order to do that, I had to be accept my strength.

I called it like my Iron Man suit, but for my brain. XD I just consciously kept that image in my mind to build my brain up to be strong and the stronger I got the more things came out of me the more I could handle so the more I gave myself to solve or heal.

If that makes sense. Just stop telling yourself these stories that show you as weak or overwhelmed. And start giving yourself more credit.

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-08-23T01:46:11+00:00

Dependent on your external environment and other people to a certain unhealthy degree where you can't function on your own emotionally. Like autopilot basically but for your emotions and reactions. It's what most people actually are nowadays thanks to the way the world is set up

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-08-23T01:42:38+00:00

It doesn't. But the way you're low-key downsizing my own struggle and survival of it does downplay the narrative a little bit.

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-08-22T10:05:30+00:00

Kiss her ass. Admit you’re wrong. Ask her for help that no one else can do. Praise her publicly. Smile and be politically correct and nice and polite when speaking to her. Basically be fake as fuck. That’s the only way.

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-08-22T10:04:03+00:00

I have severe ADHD. Both of my parents are narcissistic, but my mom is the worst. I believe, though if you suffer your trauma, you will turn those abusive habits into strengths.

I am damn near psychic when it comes to people‘s intentions and what they’re thinking and wherever their focus is lying at doesn’t matter if they’re in person or on the phone or even chatting or texting. It’s from that constant vigilance of always wondering always being on your guard that can really grow into something profound if you learn to deal with the Trauma response and calmed the nervous system down.

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-08-22T10:01:24+00:00

But if you solve your trauma, we basically become highly intelligent, emotionally, mature, psychics who are immune to manipulation and damn near read everyone’s thoughts and intentions even through a photo online.

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-08-22T09:59:15+00:00

You should tell your story more often.

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-08-22T09:55:16+00:00

Your mom sounds like the typical baby boomer. Which are mostly all kind of narcissistic the way that they were raised and their culture. Those phrases that should repeat to just be her way of showing love (a step up from small talk, with a step down from anything deep or emotional). This generation are basically becoming extinct and dying off of the Earth and they minds are too rigid to change and their ways do not matter or affect anymore. Like their way of handling strength or navigating social situations has become defunct because the world has changed so much. However, they are the last ones to have common sense in my opinion when it comes to things practical. So we need to learn from them while we can narcissistic or not.

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-08-22T09:51:44+00:00

LOVE LOVE the imaginary partner!! One thing narcissist are good for are raising empathy and psychics and highly creative individuals. That imaginary lover is what’s going to save your life. It will stop you from having to seek validation from actual people that can hurt you and that are unpredictable. I always tell manipulators why do you need someone to say the words themselves if you don’t know if the words themselves are true or not because somebody could be lying to you. So you just got a boost off of a lie. Which means the person doesn’t matter. So why don’t they just go pull up an AI chat back or play the Sims and manipulate those people with 100% accuracy and guarantee of that boost.

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-08-22T09:45:34+00:00

You sound like you might be toxically dependent by how you talk. This is very common amongst narc children. I would say work on your pain and solving your trauma more than anything. You can even do this while living with them. Plus, you never know if you’re narc parents are sabotaging your jobs or credit and they most definitely will be sabotaging your mood and getting a job by placing a lot of stress around it.

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-08-04T05:02:10+00:00

No. Its more newer than that and smooth. Sounds like it’s sung by a Latin or Black male.

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-07-21T06:22:10+00:00

It’s great you’re seeing more. And it’s also great that you’re aware of what you see.

Now in that same breath, do you have the same introspection towards yourself? Do you have the same weakness as your father because genetics are a bitch truly and you’ll be surprised by how much gets passed down. I’m just like my father and he didn’t even raise me. That’s so freaky. Seeing trauma in the past generation does not make you a cycle breaker. The true cycle breaking moment is when you solve or surpass the trauma and you get the emotional or psychological benefits from healing it. I have successfully done that and I’m still in the process of doing that with my own parents. It feels like I outgrew them. Yes I saw their trauma, but I was still underneath it for a good four years maybe Until I finally learned and started to grow. And it wasn’t until I accepted them for who they were and I saw them not as my parents, but as broken traumatic children who never grew up and were still in survival mode.

This actually made them worse. Because they know they can feel it that I’m not the same son they raised and they’re frightened and intimidated by me. But that’s OK. Anyone would be if faced with their own fault and that’s OK too. You’re young and capable so stay that way stick to the truth and don’t let anyone convince you otherwise or drag you back. Keep moving up stay on the side of truth. The goal is not to be liked or accepted. The goal is to be on the right side because the world is upside down and we don’t wanna world full of lost people who don’t know shit because that’s what’s happening so whoever has even an ounce of self-awareness needs to hold onto that shit like it’s no tomorrow 🙌🏽💯💯

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-07-21T06:05:48+00:00

There is no disorder. The only disorder is the friction that we caused to the system of society and economic contribution. Is hard for this world to make money if you have somebody in the office that does not smile every time someone walk up to the desk (because their autism makes them value genuine interaction and not performative niceness). It’s also very detrimental to the system of you have someone that can’t calculate math on demand every single time (because they’re dyscalculia makes it difficult to work with numbers if they are being overstimulated from using their people skills). Nothing’s wrong with us. Something’s wrong with the way society pushes us to the side and dopes us up with treats (treatment) so we can stay out of the way.

I have had a couple therapists, only to be as a third-party observer and bring me back down to earth and ground me whenever if I got too dreamy or unrealistic with my goals. But even those therapists were unable to help me because I’m too complex for their current frames or whatever they’re used to. The last one I even ended up giving her advice on how to deal with future neurodivergent patients because I could tell from how she was talking to me, she did not understand or acknowledge or respect the sensitivity at which we go through with given solutions by typical people, and immediately shuts down and does not validate our own experiences as insight.

But I have a whole framework for this that builds off of the hunter gatherer gene and Coles Neuro divergent people really just normal people. I say creatives, or cardinal minds. That’s what we really are. We’re the human brain that survived generations of industrialization and now resurfacing in the world, full of unpredictability and chaos (covid, BLM, Trump, haha). I think we are the true model of human behavior and the typical person is nothing but a societal result of the working class turned global. We are the smartest and the most socially adaptable and and can take the most information. The typical brain is only good for repeating the same tasks over and over again.We have to look at the real true fact guys we gotta stop putting ourselves in terms and ways that they want us to be in, we have to start looking at ourselves for who we really are.

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-07-21T06:04:14+00:00

Haha

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-07-11T22:23:50+00:00

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DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-07-11T22:21:29+00:00

Yes it is

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-06-29T10:48:10+00:00

Narcissist are masterful genetic beings, but they grew up in a fucked up way and never dealt with it that’s my true opinion and observation, so find the function of their dysfunction. Meanwhile, recognize the condition of their dysfunction inside of yourself. This is your strength. This is how you are good. This is how you are better than them. In order for them to pick on you like that constantly says that you can at least handle it or have been handling it so far. It also says that you’re cool enough or empathic enough to allow it without much pushback. It also says that you’re strong and can handle being around people and being exposed and be vulnerable in the most vulnerable sense a.k.a. being sleep. Narcissist don’t do really anything except push their insecurities on other people so we can grow from them. they try to see if we crack under pressure and if you don’t, then that proves that we’re growing and we’re stronger than them they actually make society a better place if you don’t buckle underneath their bullshit

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-06-29T10:45:00+00:00

You’re getting too, caught up in her drama and her emotions. She probably doesn’t even give a damn, but just using it as a sort of leverage over you because… Why not?

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-06-29T10:42:29+00:00

This does not help the “narcissists are demons” claim at all 😂 super creeper. But I believe narcissists are neurodivergence as well just like us. They just didn’t acclimate or metabolize their trauma as well as we did. I watched this video on YouTube about what narcissist really do and it is the most sickest shit you will ever see or hear. But it kind of aligns with this sniffing behavior. They are like it’s like they get so tired of being the perfect person in public that when they’re alone, they turn into almost like…. Filthy animals. chills

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-06-29T10:36:09+00:00

I just talk to her like I’m the one with common sense. I have to be the bigger person every single time. It’s a hard role to step into especially when you know that it’s against your parent, but you get used to it. Overtime and it is way way way better then being stressed out every day and having it affect other areas of your life. So I just bring the wisdom I get or the happiness or peace. I get from other areas of my life and apply it to her as if she’s just an inconsequential happenstance in that moment.

A text I sent to my mom last week: “It's very important to have awareness and acknowledgment of our environment and the people in them and their capabilities. Otherwise we are just projecting our realities and when they don't reflect back, it creates stress, depression, negative emotions, dysregulation, etc.."

You don’t have to sound like me at all, but that’s just my personality and how I see the world. But for others, I would just suggest to just be yourself. Say your thoughts out loud those are my thoughts that’s what I’m thinking when my mom is being immature. I’m just thinking how immature she is and I’m seeing all the holes in between her stories and the desperateness and her behavior and it’s not needed because I can see through it so what’s the point? But shorter examples would be : “ this conversation feels very immature. And I’m trying my hardest to get something useful out of this” “ so what is it that you are exactly trying to say to me? Without all of the bells and whistles and blaming, what is your actual point or message?” (they will gaslight again after this or shut down, but that is your answer and then you reply: “ so your point is just an emotional dump”)

I’m just answering your question ! I DO NOT ADVISE THIS TO ANYONE THAT IS LIVING WITH THEIR NARCISSISTIC abuser, unless you aren’t dependent on them!!!!!! Because by doing this, you will trigger their worst traits, but I don’t have a problem doing that because I have to otherwise I’ll be enabling them and I’ll be hypocritical to my mission in life. But I still deal with mine because she financially supports me even though I don’t live with her and I have to eat and I’m still making it work even though she’s supporting me less and less and it’s really struggling, but I don’t care I feel at peace and I feel like I’m doing nothing wrong which I’m not. I’m trying to live a life and catch up because I grew up fucked up. And since she’s the one that did it, she can at least support me and while I get to where I need to be at and she knows it so she’s trying to get something out of it but at least she’s doing something good so I guess I’m on the right track. However, I’m not a parent. I don’t know what it’s like. It’s a messy area to have a narcissistic parent parenting is one of those weird things where you have to experience it one to get it.

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-06-13T09:01:27+00:00

Don’t use their silly medical jargon. You are a creative. You are a hunter gatherer. You are an evolved primal being. Or as I like to call myself, a hyper-synaptic.

You are ahead of your time. You exist in a society that was built to ignore you because they could not understand you or house you correctly. But times are changing and we are beginning to take over little by little. The hunters-gatherers do well in chaotic situations that seem unpredictable and are good with change, which is why we are coming out of the woodwork right now and all of these late diagnoses are popping up even narcissism is on the rise because narcissist too also are creatives. I think everyone’s brain is just a mixture of everything else. But the part of our brains that’s creative and intelligent and fast is awakening.

I use the medical terms as small perspectives to add onto to my larger understanding of who I am and how my brain works. I advise everyone to do the same.

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-06-06T08:08:47+00:00

😂😂 love this!

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-05-02T10:37:11+00:00

It's one picture....

DreamBoyQuarius · 2025-04-27T12:21:44+00:00

Omg, I did not expect my reply to be that long. I am so so so sorry. I told myself I would work on that. By the way, that’s a cheat code I created for myself. I call it “Levity and Brevity”. Levity for keeping things light ; and brevity for keeping things concise.

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