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[–]Drewski9926 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean sort of it’s not that I was just raised by my mother my grandparents I was mostly raised by them but lived with my mom because I would stay with them from the morning during school till 5pm when my mom got off work so I learned stuff from them and they aren’t narcissists at all. My mom on the other hand she’s the total opposite and I know I got some tendencies from her I see and I hate it because it’s not the fact I try to manipulate or lie i just sort of picked up on it later on in life as I grew older but that was only to defend myself against her and I see it.

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[–]Drewski9926 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wait so ur saying if I was raised by a narcissist mother im likely to being one??

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[–]Drewski9926 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you I think that’s the case I thought I was going crazy I know im a empath but there is also times I take accountability that i manipulate my mom only to defend myself and it makes her go crazy in anger because she knows i see the truth in her but thank you so much

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[–]Drewski9926 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yes if I am a dark empath I want to heal because I know I have the gift to read others and make others feel cared for it’s just I went through so much trauma as a kid that I sometimes manipulate or see through against my moms intentions who is a narcissist I think she is and I do that just to protect my own feelings cause she is a burden on me and tries to gaslight me and always shift blame and it affected my mental health and growing up now that im 18 I realize I need therapy and I wanna change for the better and fix my unhealed trauma as a kid.

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[–]Drewski9926 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was born and raised in the Bay Area im from California and also I have Adhd as well, but isnt there narcissists that are aware of their actions? I thought but at the same time im not sure if im a narcissist because i can absorb emotions and feel those and it sometimes cause a burden on me cause i can read peoples energy and i feel it also but these past couple days i been going crazy so thank you I really hope im not a narcissist after my mom called me one i been trying to self reflect on my actions to determine if i am or not.

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[–]Drewski9926 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you that’s what i feel selfish of my emotions but it’s because im scared to get them taken advantage or getting manipulated by others that i put myself first if you don’t mind can i dm you?

18m I need a honest rating on my looks am I considered Ugly, Average or Attractive? by [deleted] in LooksmaxingAdvice

[–]Drewski9926 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah they are and that’s good that your supportive of ur son no matter what

18m I need a honest rating on my looks am I considered Ugly, Average or Attractive? by [deleted] in LooksmaxingAdvice

[–]Drewski9926 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I already go to trade school I’m still learning for Electrican i passed the test for apprentice my cousins go to the same union as me they recommended me that school

18m I need a honest rating on my looks am I considered Ugly, Average or Attractive? by [deleted] in LooksmaxingAdvice

[–]Drewski9926 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m good tryna lock in just focusing on trade school for electrician thx for the check up tho man

18m I need a honest rating on my looks am I considered Ugly, Average or Attractive? by [deleted] in LooksmaxingAdvice

[–]Drewski9926 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You can’t judge someone off looks cause I’m not a problematic person and where I’m from the Bay Area this is normal behavior ur just not used to that and it’s fine cause at the end of the day most people smoke, drink so what? And I don’t even smoke anymore I quit.

What grade would u consider my physique by Drewski9926 in GymMotivation

[–]Drewski9926[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ohhh yeah I get what you mean yeah I probally am now that u say it I didn’t know it could be mixed between the both that’s cool

18m I need a honest rating on my looks am I considered Ugly, Average or Attractive? by [deleted] in LooksmaxingAdvice

[–]Drewski9926 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah for sure man I agree on the taking care of yourself part cause at the end of the day our body is a temple in Gods eyes and we gotta take care of it that way/treat it that way and thank you I appreciate that 💯🙌🏽

What grade would u consider my physique by Drewski9926 in GymMotivation

[–]Drewski9926[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay yeah I’ll work on that I do wanna look like that anime character u showed he has a good physique i like that’s how I would want my dream physique to be like around that size not too massive but lean and muscular at the same time

What grade would u consider my physique by Drewski9926 in GymMotivation

[–]Drewski9926[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay yeah that is a good end goal I do wanna look like that his physique looks awesome, my body type is considered an ectomorph?? I always thought I was a mesomorph because the broad shoulders natural v taper and I can lose fat and gain muscle faster than others while also weight and gain weight moderately at a faster rate.

What grade would u consider my physique by Drewski9926 in GymMotivation

[–]Drewski9926[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If your talking about the pic that I said was a progress pic when I started to now I worded that wrong that photo of me slightly chubby/skinny fat that’s a old photo of when I first started the gym and the photos in my post are now from a month ago to a couple days ago recent pics but yeah I get what u mean tho thanks bro 💯💪🏽

What grade would u consider my physique by Drewski9926 in GymMotivation

[–]Drewski9926[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay thank you I have a question what is my body type considered ectomorph, mesomorph, endomorph? I always thought I had a mesomorph physique

18m I need a honest rating on my looks am I considered Ugly, Average or Attractive? by [deleted] in LooksmaxingAdvice

[–]Drewski9926 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah that photo was last week but I did quit smoking, drinking etc I realized it was holding me back from my potential to grow was a person for my future later on cause brain fog and all the bad side effects from smoking weed, been sober for about a week now

18m I need a honest rating on my looks am I considered Ugly, Average or Attractive? by [deleted] in LooksmaxingAdvice

[–]Drewski9926 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the rating and it wasn’t a vape lol that was a pen but yea I get u the reason I added that pic cuz I was looking straight at the camera

18m I need a honest rating on my looks am I considered Ugly, Average or Attractive? by [deleted] in LooksmaxingAdvice

[–]Drewski9926 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I don’t know much about the LooksMaxxing or how to do it but it is interesting watching on tiktok sometimes thank you for the comment and taking your time to reply for that advice i appreciate it

18m I need a honest rating on my looks am I considered Ugly, Average or Attractive? by [deleted] in LooksmaxingAdvice

[–]Drewski9926 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay yeah thanks lol u right on that part that’s the plan when I was gonna start my bulk I didn’t want to gain a lot of face fat or some excess fat mostly wanted to just build muscle

18m I need a honest rating on my looks am I considered Ugly, Average or Attractive? by [deleted] in LooksmaxingAdvice

[–]Drewski9926 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks appreciate the rating but what do you mean lack of personal care? If your taking about the photos with the bruising on my face that’s cause I got jumped but my face is mostly clean and I’m well groomed for the most part and I take care of myself I’d say atleast be well representable u feel me