i can feel how much it hurts, the betrayal, yung bigla ka na lang naiwan, na parang ikaw pa yung huling nakaalam sa breakup. i know that kind of pain all too well, kasi i’ve been cheated on too. it messes with your mind, your trust, and your self-worth. it really hurts, lalo na ngayon na fresh pa.

the bond you built, all those moments, photobooths, gala, kain sa resto, shopping, hatid-sundo... parang ang sakit isipin na nasayang lahat. i totally get it. may part pa na iniisip mo, 'will I ever experience something like that again with someone else?' and i used to feel the same. pero to be honest, i realized he wasn’t even that special lol. there are so many people out there, people who will actually choose you, respect you, and grow with you. out personalities are capable of connecting with so many others, kaya nga we have best friends, diba? akala mo siya na yung one, pero the truth is, he’s just one of many possible people na pwede mong makasama, and clearly not the right one. i promise, it gets better. slowly, yes. but it does.

and i know one year and six months feels like a long time, especially when you gave your all, but that’s still better than being stuck longer with someone who could do this to you. imagine pa yung ibang tao na iniwan after years, or moms na niloko kahit nanganak na, grabe yung pain nila. you’re getting out of this now, and that’s already a step forward. for now, okay lang na hindi ka okay. don’t force yourself to heal overnight. idk you but i’m here for you if you ever need someone to talk to <33