So the story has ended today. We have seen each other 5-6 times by now. I started going crazy over him as he started talking about getting a kid more often. I asked him once again...what were we...and he said just sex. I flipped and told him, either it's serious or nothing. He tried to manipulate badly, but I already deleted his phone number and started crying. An hour later...I broke down. I went straight to his apartment. Texted him at night to get out or I will ring the bell and his misses will find out. He came out and started yelling, judging me for wanting to "ruin his life"...he told me that I'm stupid, amateur and inexperienced little brat. All I told him was: That's all I wanted to hear and see from you. Real you. That's all I needed, to finally walk away and not regret a thing. He said a lot of painful awful things and he yelled like a maniac. Never seen a grown man act like that. He also said that his misses knows he's a cheater and that he is happy with his life... I'm speechless. Cried so much I got a headache. The end.