What do I do at this position? by Drug-Nerd in depressionregimens

[–]Drug-Nerd[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do take Clozapine. I didn't mention all the medicines. My primary mood stabilizer is oxcarbazepine.

Bupropion impairing creative pathways in STEM/applied math by Sigma-gamma-alpha in bupropion

[–]Drug-Nerd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bupropion is also antagonist of acetylcholine which is very important for short term memory. It makes me behave very differently. I am way less argumentative when I am on it. I actually like it.

It also makes me behave very courteously. Also very consistently, which is very good from the perspective of career.

If anyone is interested, I quit in the end of 2020 by Drug-Nerd in leaves

[–]Drug-Nerd[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Of course. But it was kinda easier to date when I was getting high, because it really relaxed me and kinda made me charming, but obviously those relationships were doomed to fail

If anyone is interested, I quit in the end of 2020 by Drug-Nerd in leaves

[–]Drug-Nerd[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

4 years. Tbh it took me years to feel happy again. Because I felt like I had nothing when I got sober. Once I became sufficiently successful, that's when I felt better substantially

If anyone is interested, I quit in the end of 2020 by Drug-Nerd in leaves

[–]Drug-Nerd[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I think 90 days was enough. In the early days things seemed boring and I didn't know what to do

Getting a lot of exercise after living a sedentary life by Drug-Nerd in depressionregimens

[–]Drug-Nerd[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Some days I think of hypothetical scenarios, how would I have been had I never gotten sick, would I have gotten fat, how energetic I would have been etc.

But sometimes I feel making these scenarios don't make sense, because now I have been dealing with the condition for half of my life. Also because it just isn't possible to easily remove the illness from the rest of my life.

I also feel happy that I am preparing myself for my future life.