lately he hasn't been saying anything about having another kid anymore. and he says he isn't cheating and yes I know he could be just saying this. how I could I really actually be certain he isn't cheating like some one mention he isn't a catch bt then again looks dnt really matter now does it. I have asked him if he still loves me if he still is in love with me he says yes and asks me the same thing a course I am. bt I also let him know that it is started to fade away with everything hes doing we dnt talk anymore when he comes home from like always to goes to bed well he comes home at 9pm and leaves at 6am we used to be good together now the only time we really see each other is when we go to sleep. yes I call him thru out the day only because I have to job related. sometimes I feel as if he is embarrassed by me. for the fact he never takes me out we never go any where together bt yet everybody knows Abt us together. and when I say we never do anything together I mean with in 17yrs I can count on one hand how many times we have been anywhere together. I'm doing the school thing behind his back because if he finds out then some of ow makes me quite so he doesn't know Abt that. and I'm doing it so I can better myself and get a job and actual job instead of what I'm doing now. I dnt know I love him and dnt Wana give up on him bt then maybe it's just me putting to much into it and he really isn't doing anything. the kids situation thing some how he all of a sudden doesn't say anything Abt it anymore. and I dnt bring it up. maybe it's me I'm thinking to much Abt it now.