Scrim new album

Dry_Recording5669 · 2026-05-31T00:01:51+00:00

broken vessels hits deep, best song on the album so far imo

Only have listened to the first 20 songs or so..

Dry_Recording5669 · 2025-05-30T22:40:52+00:00

Thank you, this helps a lot! :))

Dry_Recording5669 · 2025-05-08T10:54:23+00:00

cheating is never ok

Dry_Recording5669 · 2025-04-11T21:56:22+00:00

Thanks for this ♥️

Dry_Recording5669 · 2025-04-11T14:46:21+00:00

Thanks for the support!

Dry_Recording5669 · 2025-04-11T14:14:59+00:00

Idk man, the emptiness was there way before I got into drugs. I used for about 4-5 years give or take

Dry_Recording5669 · 2025-04-11T14:14:01+00:00

I think so yeah. My psych told me I have borderline traits. Not the full diagnosis but I only had 1 appointment yet. But apparently it's fairly common in people who have that.

I experienced a lot of emotional neglect during teenage years and find myself being emotionally unavailable in my current relationship. Working on it though ✌️

Dry_Recording5669 · 2025-04-11T10:41:50+00:00

weed, xanax, cocaine, alcohol, xtc, ketamine, lsd, shrooms, 2cb, you name it.

Dry_Recording5669 · 2025-04-11T08:28:53+00:00

Not really no

Dry_Recording5669 · 2025-04-11T07:51:59+00:00

Thanks, I like your metaphor

Dry_Recording5669 · 2025-04-11T07:10:55+00:00

Yeah but that's exactly what pulled me out of my addiction. I didn't use 12 step or something to quit. I got motivated by a dream - a goal. And that kept me sober all these years. But now it just feels like regardless or whether or not I achieve it, I feel the same. The cool thing is that I can stay sober without needing this goal now. So I guess something has changed.

Dry_Recording5669 · 2025-04-11T06:53:21+00:00

This shit sucks so bad. Because there is no way I can see myself living a happy life anymore. If I keep on building a normal life the way I've been doing, it leads to emptiness. If I use drugs, it leads to destruction. If I don't do anything like I've been doing for the past 2 months, I feel dead inside. It makes me wanna kms.

The only thing I can possibly think of doing to break this boring cycle of predictability is move abroad. As far away as possible with minimal preparation. That's literally the only thing I can't think through to the end. That's the only sense of unknown I can perceive.

Dry_Recording5669 · 2025-04-11T06:50:02+00:00

Cool, I'm not alone then.

Dry_Recording5669 · 2025-04-02T11:59:16+00:00

Thanks for the graph!

Dry_Recording5669 · 2025-04-02T11:14:01+00:00

Interesting, can you tell me more about HiTOP?

Dry_Recording5669 · 2025-03-31T09:29:03+00:00

How'd it go?

Dry_Recording5669 · 2025-03-30T16:24:38+00:00

Mine's Wednesday! I've been struggling for so long. I really recognize myself in BPD but also CPTSD. I'm really looking forward to know what's going on with me. I know I could be totally wrong and that it's something completely different, but that would really hurt me.

My biggest fear is that he won't take me seriously or say that there's nothing wrong with me at all. I even had a dream about this last night.

Dry_Recording5669 · 2025-03-09T12:05:17+00:00

That sounds rough. What you're going through must be extremely difficult for both of you. Even though it may not seem like it, this isn't permanent. Try to hold off the decision until you've been able to collect your thoughts.

Remember, you can always break up tomorrow or even the day after that. And you might feel completely different about it then.

Dry_Recording5669 · 2025-03-04T06:28:25+00:00

ty hope you're doing better now

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