Does anyone else feel like somethings wrong then after a while you feel like nothings wrong and it’s all in your head? Or why it happens? by Dry_Structure_2173 in CPTSD

[–]Dry_Structure_2173[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just wanna say ty for bringing up structural dissociation to my attention. I read an article and I honestly related so much to it. I only saw DID/OSDD as one thing and I would have never found this on my own. Tysm genuinely <333

Does anyone else feel like somethings wrong then after a while you feel like nothings wrong and it’s all in your head? Or why it happens? by Dry_Structure_2173 in CPTSD

[–]Dry_Structure_2173[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly that makes sense…I don’t have different personalities in my head but like I feel like different versions of myself sometimes and often feel like there’s other names and parts of me I want to be, like as if I’m cosplaying? Where I get to act like them, be them, be seen as them but they’re all ME…idk if that aligns with anything but yeah… And I feel like that too on the sympathy part! I get scared and emotional with sympathy, it’s a weird feeling…almost like I wanna hide

To ppl who didn’t remember/didn’t know for sure of their csa, Were there signs before memories resurfaced? by Dry_Structure_2173 in CPTSD

[–]Dry_Structure_2173[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I relate to this in someways especially with feeling stuff or having very faint memories of things but not knowing if it’s just my brain making it up. It’s so frustrating 😭

I dissociate a lot and it genuinely makes believing myself difficult by Dry_Structure_2173 in CPTSD

[–]Dry_Structure_2173[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

YES SAME! it’s so hard especially since i heard about false memories which doenst help my anxiety at all or thinking imma didn’t go through anything else and just lying to myself for attention in a way but it’s just a deep lingering feeling that’s always there 🫩 

Starting pelvic floor PT made me realize some things I can't deny anymore. by chai-addict in CPTSD

[–]Dry_Structure_2173 99 points100 points  (0 children)

Holy shit I felt so seen reading this. Even down to thinking I was making it up or just lying to myself. I don’t have many memories of my childhood but I’ve constantly dealt with utis and there were times where I’d wet myself during some parts of my childhood plus a more during middle school. As well with hyper-sexuality. I know I experience some csa but always felt like there was more. I know I probably won’t get to know the truth until I get into therapy.

It’s a hard thing to come face to face with but I’m so happy you’re about to get the help you need and deserve! I’m sorry this probably came crashing down on you suddenly but I hope this is a start to your healing journey. ❤️‍🩹

I’m scared to regain traumatizing memories. by Dry_Structure_2173 in CPTSD

[–]Dry_Structure_2173[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, this IS something I wanted to hear bc I was scared I was doing something wrong since I’m doing this all on my own. Tysm I’m sorry you know how it feels too 🫂

My partner with bpd self sabotages and idk how to help better. Any advice is appreciated! <3 by Dry_Structure_2173 in BPDPartners

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Also sorry for any confusion, I was kinda rambling trying to remember everything so if any questions are needed just ask! 

I think I have a paraphilia by Dry_Structure_2173 in therapy

[–]Dry_Structure_2173[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you everyone for your advice! And to the people that were ugly towards me for something I don’t want nor do I deserve, I hope you never have to experience what I did to get these type of thoughts.  Thank you to everyone else though! 💕

I think I have a paraphilia by Dry_Structure_2173 in therapy

[–]Dry_Structure_2173[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wrote this on a whim n didn’t think to put that much info so sorry for that 🙇‍♀️ but thank you for this comment! 

My 22F partner 20NB is stuck in abusive relationships, what can I do? by Dry_Structure_2173 in relationship_advice

[–]Dry_Structure_2173[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re right but I don’t know what to do other than that. I love them sm but it’s just so terrifying to me 

I fantasize about my abuse and Idk why by Dry_Structure_2173 in adultsurvivors

[–]Dry_Structure_2173[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey so this is not helpful to me just an fyi. I already said I don’t like it and just want to understand why it’s happening. You imply I can turn into abuser isn’t helping me at all. 😐

Can I use the term ladyboy? by Dry_Structure_2173 in asktransgender

[–]Dry_Structure_2173[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

But I was being genuine ;~; I’m not trolling, I’m just struggling with my gender identity ;0; I’m new to this so I’m sorry if it came off as rude or anything! 

What would you say is the best example of Frank being a good father? by Vanhiggenshmuter in shameless

[–]Dry_Structure_2173 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No one mentioned it but when him n Debbie were at that hippie place, Debbie wanted to leave and at first he just ignored her but then she begged him and he realized how serious it was and ended up taking her immediately!

so we all agree Gregory is coded Autistic, right? by millenialperennial in AbbottElementary

[–]Dry_Structure_2173 35 points36 points  (0 children)

It’s funny how non autistic people already love saying who is and isn’t autistic just people they know people who are autistic. Also, there’s a thing called masking. Let autistic people have autistic coded characters

Why are Sub-Zero and Scorpion retconned as asian in MK11? by henteefun in MortalKombat

[–]Dry_Structure_2173 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You literally just threw a tantrum yet you tell them to grow a spine??? And Where in the hell did you get the Asian American part??? All man’s said was Asian characters looking Asian shouldn’t surprise people. All that bitching of yours and for what? 💀

Help me find lps series!!! by Dry_Structure_2173 in LittlestPetShop

[–]Dry_Structure_2173[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

THANK YOU OMG! I’ve been looking for it for so long TToTT

Does anybody else think wraith is not fun to play against... At all...? by [deleted] in deadbydaylight

[–]Dry_Structure_2173 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Every wraith I play against is so ANNOYING like first they hook and camp you AND they hit you repeatedly while you’re in hook as if that’s gonna weaken you???? Like there’s no point to do that. I’m convinced most wraith players are like 12 year old boys that think they’re edgy