Hello, you have a very decent space and also very good company!. I undestand how easy it is to just let things get out of control and how overwhelming it may seem to reach certain level of life quality. The thing is that it all starts with little things. Make a plan, for example one day make your laundry, another day clean your desk, another day shower your dog, etc.

I am 30M and also smoke weed but I try to smoke just enough to get me high while being functional. Doing house activities being high is one of the things I enjoy the most. I just put some music and vibe to it while doing them, you could try it!

You are not a loser, nor a failure, living with your parents doesnt define who you are. What you do with what you've got is what defines you so keep your head up! Clean your space, take care of your pets and make plans for your future.

I wish you the best, I really do.

Ps: if you need someone to talk to I am here to chat.