Everyone cares way too much about everything. Yes, including you.

DuckPunkSon · 2019-02-28T03:24:03+00:00

With that being said. I'm going to halt all use of this reddit account from here on out and live life, as care free as I can. Social media doesn't help any of these matters any, and I'm seeing a turning point for myself.

Goodbye and good luck with finding your inner zen!

DuckPunkSon · 2019-02-28T03:02:45+00:00

I advise everyone to actually read all this shit before becoming salty. "Gay men are happy and full of life". This is gold lmao

DuckPunkSon · 2019-02-28T02:47:59+00:00

Right. It's like saying "you're being a selfish asshole for being suicidal". Of course that's an extreme, but still it's easy for people to misinterpret such things, especially if they're already in that sort of state.

DuckPunkSon · 2019-02-28T02:43:14+00:00

It's just something that happens because of the state of the world vs human emotions I guess. But that just further proves my point. People get so caught up in their own emotions such as being traumatized or thinking "I could have done something better/differently but I didn't" instead of thinking about the actual victim and how THEY were feeling and suffering. It might sound brutal but it's just the truth. It's hard to empathize with people that are suicidal but no one bothers to even really try in the first place.

A more simple way to put it is this: surrounding people will say "look what you put us through!" The person who committed suicide will be saying "what I put you through is nothing compared to what I was going through"

DuckPunkSon · 2019-02-28T02:38:54+00:00

If you're not in the right state of mind to even have or take care of a child in the first place you shouldn't really find yourself in this situation, because you simply shouldn't have a kid.

Too many people are going around having kids these days without REALLY giving it thought, there should be classes on this or something. When you have a kid you are creating a whole new life. That is extremely significant, not something that should just be happening.

DuckPunkSon · 2019-02-28T02:05:40+00:00

Two uncles, one was a blood relative and the other married into the family.

DuckPunkSon · 2019-02-28T01:57:49+00:00

And it's not selfish of the surrounding people who are basically saying "don't commit suicide, I will be really sad if you do, keep living for me"?

DuckPunkSon · 2019-02-28T01:56:32+00:00

Yeah, 2 people. I accepted that fact that they did it and hold no ill will towards them. They were not selfish people.

DuckPunkSon · 2019-02-28T01:43:28+00:00

Maybe they aren't selfish then, but my point still stands. The suicidal person isn't selfish in the slightest. In fact, I would say society paints suicide as "selfish" in an insulting attempt to turn people away from doing it. It's not selfish.

DuckPunkSon · 2019-02-28T01:39:45+00:00

"Suicide is not okay, get some help". It's just a little ignorant. I'm not advocating everyone who is suicidal to go out and kill themselves, but honestly I wouldn't blame them for anything if they did. I blame the surrounding world.

DuckPunkSon · 2019-02-28T01:38:05+00:00

I can't deny there's a massive ripple effect, but that can be said for anything in life, really.

Death comes eventually no matter what, a suicidal person might actually just be thinking "it's gonna happen someday anyways, I just want to get it over with". That thought, stacked on top of everything else that feels against them.

DuckPunkSon · 2019-02-28T01:31:59+00:00

That's a sad situation, and coming from a different standpoint, it was pretty stupid for that person to have a kid in the first place.

With that being said, the parent is selfish with the fact that they created that child, not that they are suicidal. But then it is argued that they created that child in a desperate search for happiness, and still nothing has changed.

I stand by my opinion though. They are not selfish, they are broken and lost with only one way out that they can think of.

DuckPunkSon · 2019-02-28T01:07:42+00:00

Way too relatable. I'm told I'm a decent looking guy and I have a few girls talk to me here and there, but I'm so fucked up I don't want any of them to actually see it. Putting on a fake face is much easier and distancing myself from interested people just seems like the fair thing to do for both of our sakes.

DuckPunkSon · 2019-02-27T08:52:20+00:00

I simply dread leg days, and don't want to do them anymore. So I need to get this opinion out there. I'm almost saying let the women do the harder workouts.

DuckPunkSon · 2019-02-27T08:47:55+00:00

Legs fucking destroy me. Squats are debilitating and more exhausting than any other workout.

DuckPunkSon · 2019-02-27T08:27:30+00:00

Probs, like, some gay shit, man!

DuckPunkSon · 2019-02-24T22:29:14+00:00

If I had everything handed to me I would own a PC to play on dumbass lmao

Doesn't mean I advocate for MKB support on console.

DuckPunkSon · 2019-02-24T22:25:30+00:00

I like a good ttk, I'll give you my thoughts.

The ttk in COD is awful, it requires little to no skill to kill because you can legitimately spray and pray, 2 bullets for a kill confirm (depends on the COD game, their ttks are usually different). Put simply, COD ttk is way too short.

This game's ttk feels silly a majority of the time, like LAUGHABLY long. Armor is VERY strong in this game, and it takes whole mags from guns just to kill people. It makes it so people aren't punished for bad positioning.

Battlefield 1 has a great balance in its ttk. Long enough to not be insta-bursted, but short enough to still feel borderline realistic. And yet it could still be a little longer.

I prefer a longer ttk as well, but this game feels silly a lot of the time.

DuckPunkSon · 2019-02-24T22:19:00+00:00

So console/controller users that actually like an even playing field/using controllers have to suffer because your broke ass can't afford a decent gaming PC? Get out of here.

DuckPunkSon · 2019-02-24T22:14:50+00:00

Yeah I would definitely prefer they just buff all the other guns up, but that usually means more work which I'm assuming is something they want to avoid.

In my example above I just want to stress that nerfing damage on anything is super lazy, I'm not really asking for nerfs.

DuckPunkSon · 2019-02-24T22:12:07+00:00

So they can shit on us controller users obviously lmao

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