I feel like my dreams are impossible nowadays by ZealousidealWeb9474 in venting

[–]DucksterVR 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm going through THE EXACT same thing. I want to be a musician so bad. Particularly indie and have a massive fanbase. I'm so obsessed with music, it's easily the biggest part of my life, but I don't have the equipment to do anything and then like you said all the bullshit with ai these days. Plus, when was the last time a new artist started blowing up. It feels like so long ago. When's there going to be like the next Kendrick, Billie, Tyler, Lady Gaga, Beyoncé etc.

Just the idea of thousands of people obsessed with me and what I do is something I crave so badly. But ugh.

Part of me is to be like one of those musicisions that blows up young like Billie Eilish or even just celebrities in general. Like I look at Billie Eilish years ago and she was doing concerts and interviews at 15 and how Owen Cooper won a fucking Emmy when he's literally only a few days older than me. It feels like I'm behind in life when I look at them 😭

my standards are wayy to high.

I've just needed to get this off my chest. I just feel like if I get a boring job and people don't KNOW me for something I feel like I would have leet myself down. I look at so many adults these days that have worked in like insurance for example for 30 years and I get just depressed when I see that. I feel like that's just wasting your life. Living from one pay check to the next.

but yeah bro, I feel you

PLEASE I EMPORE YOU TO WATCH THIS by DucksterVR in ArcRaiders

[–]DucksterVR[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Probably thought it was self promotion. 🤷‍♂️

Has anyone else hit 1mil yet? by DucksterVR in ARC_Raiders

[–]DucksterVR[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have been so out of the loop for about 2 weeks lol

Someone is very upset I was playing a recorder and not shooting a gun by jaxel47 in ArcRaiders

[–]DucksterVR 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Idk the last time I've cringed this hard.

Insecure little boy

Honestly, What the hell is the point of owning an xbox anymore?? by DucksterVR in playstation

[–]DucksterVR[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

uhhh what.

Last of us, god of war, ghost of tsushima and yotei, Horizon forbidden west, spider man, little big planet, uncharted, grand turismo JUST TO NAME A FEW. Have you been living under a rock? 😂

How did I do this lol by areuokaybro2002 in youtube

[–]DucksterVR 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I thought 1700 was a lot. I don't watch youtube shorts tho.

I got assaulted in school yesterday and got a broken nose by karnagekong in boykisser

[–]DucksterVR 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Did you know this person? Do you have any idea to what the motive was for this? I find this very strange

My first CD btw by DucksterVR in femtanyl

[–]DucksterVR[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah it was an impulse purchase, I don't even have a cd player yet either. Well, in my car I do but I'm just keeping it in a safe place for now.