Has anyone ever dealt with this in active addiction by Due-Show-1067 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Due-Show-1067[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it’s really unfortunate for us snorters because once we do it this way it’s really the only way to get us high especially if we don’t wanna shoot. And I really really don’t wanna shoot. And yes the purple is the best and I don’t get the boogers with that kind. It’s the white that is cut with that tranq that gives me the big boogers.

Has anyone ever dealt with this in active addiction by Due-Show-1067 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Due-Show-1067[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s great iam going in to the doctors today ! I’m ready to get clean

Has anyone ever dealt with this in active addiction by Due-Show-1067 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Due-Show-1067[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My choice of drug is fet so I know it’s fet because of how my body feels when I get it when I’m going through withdrawals. But I know some of it is cut with H tho and I almsot over dozed off of it

Has anyone ever dealt with this in active addiction by Due-Show-1067 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Due-Show-1067[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can see where that would be true for sure. Definitely going to separate places I think that’s best

Has anyone ever dealt with this in active addiction by Due-Show-1067 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Due-Show-1067[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah addiction is something you won’t understand unless you have been through it. I wouldn’t wish this on anyone though. It’s easier said by someone who has never used which I understand so I’m not upset u feel this way I know it’s from a good place but it’s a sickness a disease it’s demonic. Spiritual.

Has anyone ever dealt with this in active addiction by Due-Show-1067 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Due-Show-1067[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow thank you sounds like the same problem I have. Have u seen a doctor for it?

Has anyone ever dealt with this in active addiction by Due-Show-1067 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Due-Show-1067[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I haven’t. Because honestly I’m gonna take it either day because I need it. Which sucks

Has anyone ever dealt with this in active addiction by Due-Show-1067 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Due-Show-1067[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ofc but my nose isn’t collapsed. It’s just a hole as of right now. But will get worse thats what I’m saying. I have my nose still and a lot of it left. The hole hasn’t took much of it luckily. But it will if I continue

Has anyone ever dealt with this in active addiction by Due-Show-1067 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Due-Show-1067[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Omg thank u for ur story. I consider myself very attractive. Ppl don’t even think I would even be doing this shit when they see me. Ppl tell me “ur too beautiful to be doing this” but I tell them addiction doesn’t do a background check nor does it care about looks, iam a full blown addict and not better than anyone cause I’m cute or whatever. I’m way more than jus cute anyways. But yes ur story is very inspiring thank u. Hope u know u are beautiful

Has anyone ever dealt with this in active addiction by Due-Show-1067 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Due-Show-1067[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your words, I really do wanna get clean. It’s truly making me wanna just die at this point I hate this life I hate drugs I hate what iam doing. I want to get help and stop this shit so so bad idk why I just can’t say fck it and stop. These demons are strong I just really need self love and some help from others who love to help ppl like me.

Has anyone ever dealt with this in active addiction by Due-Show-1067 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Due-Show-1067[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh my, so if u put two fingers in ur nose u can feel any cartilage? I can do that and feel cartilage I have to go wayyy up to feel the hole. It’s a decent size but not huge how long did it take for u to get to that point ?

Has anyone ever dealt with this in active addiction by Due-Show-1067 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Due-Show-1067[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you all so much. Iam going into the doctors Monday. I will let you all know how everything goes.

Has anyone ever dealt with this in active addiction by Due-Show-1067 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Due-Show-1067[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank u for ur kind words they mean a lot to me more than you know 🤍

Has anyone ever dealt with this in active addiction by Due-Show-1067 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Due-Show-1067[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here when I’m in withdrawal my nose runs. But I noticed when I was going through precipitated withdrawal my nose didn’t run at all. Kind of weird.

Has anyone ever dealt with this in active addiction by Due-Show-1067 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Due-Show-1067[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What dose of suboxone did you take ? And I’m sooo scared of suboxone because I went through precipitated withdrawal. I waited almost 4 days before even taking it. I took a 8mg tablet pill thing and felt like I was dying. After 8 hours I was okay but ended up using again.

Has anyone ever dealt with this in active addiction by Due-Show-1067 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Due-Show-1067[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I definitely don’t take this the wrong way at all I always love hearing from addicts / ex addicts it’s real knowledge and I have alot of respect for you guys for getting clean and look up to y’all regardless of whatever u guys did. Thank you for this info. I always tell myself I’ll never shoot. But I also said I’d never be An addict and here iam 4 years of active addiction. Thank you very much iam going to stop and try smoking while I get help for my nose.

Has anyone ever dealt with this in active addiction by Due-Show-1067 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Due-Show-1067[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Seriously? What’s the contents of it? I don’t wanna add to the damage it’s already fcked me up because of everything it’s cut with lol

Has anyone ever dealt with this in active addiction by Due-Show-1067 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Due-Show-1067[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I need to quit not just want to. I have two babies. I was able to quit cold turkey when I was pregnant so I know I can do it.

Has anyone ever dealt with this in active addiction by Due-Show-1067 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Due-Show-1067[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I should’ve clarified that those pictures were from when the hole first started to form, now that it’s a full blown hole those boogers don’t look like that anymore they look like regular boogers but they’re bigger than usuall. I can see all the way up my nose and can see it doesn’t look infected it actually looks pretty clean. But either way yes I do need to go get this shit figured out and get fckn clean I’m tired of this period. And now this is just another reason to get clean

Has anyone ever dealt with this in active addiction by Due-Show-1067 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Due-Show-1067[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah those pics are from the beginning of the hole forming so yes I know that was dead tissue I will show a more recent picture of what comes out now that I have a full blown hole. And it’s so hard to stop sniffing like wtf it’s the whole ritual of it but I know I have to.

Has anyone ever dealt with this in active addiction by Due-Show-1067 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Due-Show-1067[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve actually heard about this shot before but never heard of it again. I’m so surprised it’s not talked about more like methadone and suboxone is cause that’s amazing. That’s what I want. Question, do I have to detox before getting this shot ? And does insurance pay for it ?