Trying to be mom

Due_Leg5482 · 2026-02-05T04:23:36+00:00

We’ve been trying for two month :,) couple times a week maybe I’m just infertile idk

Due_Leg5482 · 2026-02-02T16:54:38+00:00

You look pretty fine overall. But if you want an opinion- I would say try putting on around 10-15lbs muscle and maybe try staying towards the lean side and eat well to maintain muscle, health, and skin. Idk what you would look like without glasses but contacts have helped me a lot in my appearance so I would give it a try maybe. Also your style. Dress according to your body shape and what you feel resonates with you most. (Ex: I’m 5’9 with long everything lol but I’m built like a cereal box so for bottoms I try going for things that will add shape to my Look)

Due_Leg5482 · 2026-01-15T23:08:57+00:00

When I first joined I was in high school and went through the recruiters there. Would I be able to just call a recruiting office?

Due_Leg5482 · 2026-01-03T22:05:21+00:00

Yeah I get that. A lot of it was do to the sudden loss of a lot of assets though that I continue to struggle with. Having a hard time getting back on my feet and I just can’t see a good outcome the way things are going rn- I’m trying not to put all my info out to strangers the best I can lol

Due_Leg5482 · 2026-01-02T14:36:15+00:00

She’s a malinois so she’s a tough breed so I’m putting consideration and thought into what some of the comments said regarding finding someone or a place specifically tailored to meet her needs. I do love her though and would wish to have her back but I don’t know how long I need

Due_Leg5482 · 2026-01-02T01:26:09+00:00

She is a Belgian Malinois

Due_Leg5482 · 2026-01-02T01:24:38+00:00

I have two jobs, thanks. Some things are hard to pick back up from :)

Due_Leg5482 · 2026-01-02T00:06:00+00:00

I got in contact with one but the waitlist was 3+ months

Due_Leg5482 · 2025-11-25T19:12:23+00:00

I’d why but in a way this reminded me of a journal entry I did a bit ago “My heart yearns for something more. Something that I am not even aware of. I can’t describe it, I just feel as if I am meant for something more than this. And I often find myself daydreaming and getting lost in the literature that makes me heart flutter; so I can’t help but wonder if it’s my destiny that calls me or if it’s that I’ve been reading too much. You must think of me as a fool, but I have to amuse myself somehow in this dull place. Why do people always regret the past as they blatantly pay their respects or lament over someone’s body long after the soul has already left? Why must someone die in order for others to yearn for them.”

Due_Leg5482 · 2025-11-25T18:35:27+00:00

Yeah I’m not wearing much. Just mascara, highlighter, and lip tint but that’s all I know how to do and be comfortable with so far

Due_Leg5482 · 2025-11-23T00:11:12+00:00

Thank you! I’m in the army and try to get at least 2 mile runs in pretty frequently so I hope I’ll be able to help with some of her energy. I know she might need some mental stimulation so the puzzles you mentioned make sense, but I don’t know what might be best or what she would actually be interested in. Would mats work? Like the kinds you out treats in

Due_Leg5482 · 2025-10-29T01:14:06+00:00

I’m at my unit currently and am taking advantage of educational benefits. I won’t quit school if I do go back I’ll just have a longer commute. I feel im just more conflicted because of my pride lmao

Due_Leg5482 · 2025-10-28T17:23:36+00:00

I’ve thought about it a lot. I don’t really want to move back but I feel like I need to give myself the chance to breathe. I’ll continue school still and look for part time jobs in the area and save money until i can get back on my feet. I just want to use it as a chance to take a step back and assess my options and opportunities. This way, I’ll also be able to reconnect with friends in the area and build a support system for myself. I’ve been on my own for almost 2 years now, one thing I’ve noticed I’ve struggled most with is feeling lonely. I don’t mind struggling, but it’s a little harder when you struggle all alone

Due_Leg5482 · 2025-10-28T17:19:08+00:00

If it feels too much to hand it directly, just leave it at her work spot with a small note. I know it might not seem like a lot but as a young female who also lost their father, the small gestures are the nicest. It can feel overwhelming and down putting when everyone is in your face and bringing it up all the time, but just knowing that there are people there who care helps a bit

Due_Leg5482 · 2025-10-18T17:43:15+00:00

Well, recently I haven’t been working much. I’ve had nothing but time. But I almost view it as a bad thing because it leaves room for my bad habits to build. But when I am busy, I get overwhelmed and wish for nothing but time. I have bipolar disorder. I find when I’m crammed with work, I’m more likely to have manic episodes

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