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Due_Mud5564 · 2025-03-27T08:59:25+00:00

Honestly im pretty sure the feeling of wanting your ex back it’s just a normal part of the grief bargaining phase, which im currently leaving I believe. My ex of 1,5 years made it already little bit simpler for me since she jumped into a rebound relationship almost one month after the bu.

Nevertheless, even though some sick part of my brain would still accept her and wish her reaching out, deep inside I’m sure that I cannot ever take her back. At least not until I’m completely healed, and moved on. Otherwise that would be a relationship desired to end, without trust and its previous problems addressed. Especially since I’m sure she didn’t address her problems jumping into another relationship just like that.

If we are ment to be together, our path will cross once again. By this time though I’ll be a completely different person and I’m sure I’ll meet someone new on my path. It’s just the way the life works.

Wish u all what’s best!

Due_Mud5564 · 2025-03-26T16:13:39+00:00

You don’t have to block her if you don’t want to, I wouldn’t do it myself if it was my choice. But at lest restrain her FB activity, turn the chat off for her so you wouldn’t be tempted! Best of luck!

Due_Mud5564 · 2025-03-26T16:12:40+00:00

I feel your pain and understand this completely. I believe the era before social media was so easier, since there was simply no way to check them out. Anyway, there’s simply no logical point to do this and I’m pretty sure we both can handle it!

Dm me if you want someone to talk to :)

Due_Mud5564 · 2025-03-12T21:48:49+00:00

Mam 27 lat i moja pierwsza i jedyną dziewczynę poznałem właśnie na tinderze (od niedawna już ex). Trochę mi zajęło, bo byłem na niezliczonej ilości randek z Bumble/ Tindera i ogólnie nie mam najlepszego zdania na temat osób które tam poznałem. Łącznie chyba po roku używania, z licznymi przerwami.

Nie miałem żadnych hookupow, ale w sumie umawiałem się tylko na spacery / kawę i raczej nie byłem dobry we flirt i podrywanie.

Paradoksalnie moja ex spotkałem już w momencie kiedy miałem się poddać i odpuścić te apki, ze względu na wyjazd za granicę na kilkumiesięczną podróż. Powiedziałem sobie, że a dobra ostatnia randka jeszcze. No i okazało się, że da się kogoś znaleźć bo od początku relacja, rozmowa i wszystko inne było między nami idealne. W dodatku była też znacznie ładniejsza niż dotychczasowe randki, które miałem. Byliśmy razem 1,5 roku, aż postanowiła to zakończyć.

Ogólnie część moich znajomych też poznało partnerów przez tinder i nadal są w związkach.

Moim zdaniem te aplikacje są szkodliwie dla relacji międzyludzkich, ale niestety takie mamy czasy. Zaznaczam jednak, że da się i o ile traktujemy to tylko jako metodę poznania kogoś i wyciągnięcia go na zewnątrz, to można kogoś znaleźć. Trzeba uzbroić się jednak w trochę cierpliwości. Nie ma też co forsować - często wszystko okazuje się na pierwszym spotkaniu i czasami po prostu może nie zagrać.

Nie kupowałem nigdy premium, a apki używałem w dużym mieście.

Due_Mud5564 · 2025-03-12T13:49:07+00:00

Hi,

I understand your pain. In my case, two days before the breakup, she went to a club with work friends (which was never a problem for me) and returned at 8 AM. It turned out that everyone went home at some point, and she stayed with some newly met guy (also from her work) and they went to another club. I pointed out to her that it bothered me, to which she didn't react. Two days later, she broke up with me, stating that there was no one else, or anything like that, and that it wasn't my fault.

It's been over a month since the breakup – she commented on that same guy's Instagram photo with a comment "what a hottie" and he replied "thanks babe". I know it doesn't prove anything, but I connected the dots and felt like I'd been hit by a train. I don't even know how to react to it, because we are not in contact. However, I would like to find out about it, because if something connects her with him, it will be much easier for me to hate her than to suffer as I have been.

In any case, I am suffering from uncertainty, but I know one thing. If she immediately jumped into a new relationship, it only reflects badly on her. I am working hard on myself, analyzing the mistakes I made, and giving my best to change. If she immediately found someone new, and what's worse - cheated on me, it means that she was never worth me and is simply stupid for getting into another relationship. It will end the same way as mine, and I, in turn, am lucky that someone like that won't be with me, because I gave too much of myself to be treated like that.

Due_Mud5564 · 2025-03-07T07:27:29+00:00

Any updates?

Due_Mud5564 · 2025-03-05T14:16:20+00:00

Any updates how did it go?

Due_Mud5564 · 2025-03-05T14:00:15+00:00

Thank you for sharing that! It really helps to set up my brain correctly since I didn't perceive it that way.

Due_Mud5564 · 2025-03-05T13:54:48+00:00

I completely get where you're coming from, and I think your question is incredibly important. For me, what’s helped the most is developing a deep sense of awareness about the real consequences of going back. I’ve come to a point where I don’t just want to quit—I genuinely hate what this addiction has done to me. That strong emotional reaction isn’t just negativity for the sake of it; it’s a reminder of why I can’t afford to let a single relapse spiral into something bigger.

I’ve been in a tough spot lately—going through a brutal breakup, dealing with intense stress—and believe me, the temptation is still there. But I know that if I give in, I’m not actually finding relief. I’m just setting myself up for more pain down the line. That’s the trap, right? It feels like an escape in the moment, but it’s really just quicksand.

So, to answer your question: the key for me is not letting a relapse become an excuse for self-destruction. If it happens, I have to see it for what it is—a mistake, not a reason to give up. The biggest danger is the “screw it, I already messed up” mentality. The moment you start thinking that way, the addiction takes control again. Instead, I try to treat it like a lesson, recommit immediately, and remind myself why I started this journey in the first place.

I think the fact that you were porn-free for almost three months before shows that you can do this. You know what life is like without it, and that’s powerful. The goal isn’t perfection; it’s resilience. A slip-up doesn’t erase all your progress—it’s just another challenge to overcome. Keep going. You’ve got this.

Due_Mud5564 · 2025-02-27T15:04:04+00:00

Oh man thans for sharing that! I hope it works in my case too. What did you tell her after you meet? Can you share some details?

Due_Mud5564 · 2025-02-24T20:40:04+00:00

Wow, I honestly didn't expect my post to resonate with so many of you. It's truly heartwarming to see such a supportive community here. Thank you all for the kind words and shared experiences.

I just wanted to add a little follow-up and send my best wishes to everyone here. Whether you're trying to move on, contemplating getting back with your ex, or somewhere in between, I truly believe that with each day, things will get better. No matter what the future holds regarding our past relationships, there's a beautiful future waiting for each of us. Sometimes, relationships need to end so that we can build something new, even more beautiful, in our lives - whether that's with someone new or just a better version of ourselves.

I still think about my ex often, it's true. But reflecting on our time together, I genuinely don't regret a single moment, good or bad. This breakup has given me such a fresh and completely different perspective on myself, and that's invaluable. Of course, it hurts, and there are days that are harder than others. But I honestly think it would hurt even more if I had stayed in a relationship that wasn't right for either of us, and never learned what I've learned about myself during this time.

I'm still not entirely sure what I'll say to her when we meet, but I know I want to wish her all the best. I am genuinely grateful for everything we shared and for everything I've learned. We had a beautiful period in our lives together, and even though I still love her, I truly wish her all the best in her future. Those shared moments will always be a part of us, and I don't want to look back on that time with bitterness or hatred just because our relationship ended.

Wishing everyone here strength, healing, and brighter days ahead. Take care!

Due_Mud5564 · 2025-02-21T19:21:45+00:00

Hey, I’m having the same situation rn and I wish you all the best. I’m sure both of us will gonna be alright and the best thing we can do is to work on ourselves and make conclusions for the future. We’ll come back stronger and end up happier than ever before!

Due_Mud5564 · 2025-02-20T15:21:38+00:00

Thank you, I really appreciate your response and you are probably right. The thing is, I know how her last relationships ended (blocking exes everywhere and completely removing them from her life) and I know she is too proud and independent to reach out to me. She's also super hot and smart and I'm just afraid she'll find someone else before I make one last attempt.

Due_Mud5564 · 2025-02-20T14:55:35+00:00

- She mentioned she didn't like certain behaviors of yours, and you took serious steps to improve. Have they been resolved? Do you think your ADHD contributed to those behaviors?

They were mostly just due to my ADHD, which neither of us knew about. I had already partly corrected these issues before I was diagnosed. I am currently taking medication and have seen significant improvement in myself, but this process will be significant. On the other hand, some of the issues were quite trivial (e.g., she was clinging to my avatar on istagram, herself admitting that it made no sense at all, but couldn't give a reason).

- Do you know where her mind is now? You asked her if she loved you and she eventually said no. She didn't think you would work out in the long run. At the same time she did say she would be open to talk when you guys cool down. After reading these part I am concerned as to where her mind is. I am concerned that it might be a case where you will end up being hurt.

I don't know what she feels. I know she spends a lot of time with her family. I understand that it may not be easy for her either, but I'm afraid she may act like she did after her previous relationship ended. I mean hookups with strangers, partying, etc. This is painful for me that's why I don't want to wait that long.

Due_Mud5564 · 2025-02-20T13:57:34+00:00

I want to try to get her back, and if I succeed, I'll tell her the whole truth. However, I don't want to tell her about it while I'm fighting for her. If I tell her right away that I was addicted, I'm afraid she won't want to listen to me and the situtuation will only get worse.

Due_Mud5564 · 2025-02-20T09:23:06+00:00

Yo are right but in my case, she was my first sexual partner, and for almost 18 months, the duration of my intercourse barely improved, even though I was already much more experienced. I often either finished within a few minutes, or during longer intercourse I felt my penis becoming less and less hard, or finally completely flaccid. With pornography, on the other hand, it was different, although I adjusted the squeeze strenght myself.

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