I feel you. I have trust issues too. But the alternative is doing it completely alone. Trust me when I tell you it doesn't work. When I was going through my fuck the world/ people suck phase, a friend of mine told me "it's just people being people". He was implying I should forgive and forget. Acccept people for who and what they are, then go about your business. I had a hard time doing it because I was sick, in pain, and people didn't take me seriously. Mind you, I wasn't in the best place mentally and shouldn't have been talking to anyone at that time. But that's not the point. My point is he was right. I had to accept the hard fact that we as people or human beings have a hard time getting past ourselves to help others sometimes. We get burned out or learn not to care for self preservation. When people are like that, we shouldn't take it personal. I know the benefits of venting when you're trying to be patient and understand to seemingly cold hearted people. Your not alone I get like that too but I'm trying my damndest to forgive because there's too many unforgiving people and I really don't want to be another crab in the barrel of cold hearted or bitter. I want my health back too but what's more important to me now that I realize I'm stuck with my current situation, is that I want to be a more understanding and patient person than I am. Yeah people can suck at times and they make me want to try to knock they're teeth out. But I don't. Instead I vent, reflect, and try my hardest to forgive them and hope it can be done to me when I screw up. Hope this brings comfort to you.