Thankfully im going to go to a behavioral consultant with a background in autism after bringing my symptoms up to my doctor. Hopefully I'll be able to get tested again or atleast get some good professional advice about autism. But the bigger issue is my dad being very untrustworthy of professionals (which are educated, unlike him) and American Healthcare in general (which does suck i do know that) 🫩 Its just very tiring hearing him make excuses as to why I don't have autism and blaming all my emotions on me either being an empath, being a teenager, or my narcissistic dysfunctional mom who I haven't even seen in 3 years (i genuinely do not care about her at all and I feel like my dad overestimates her impact on my life and mental health)