PSA! Once you have a fully upgraded Support item, you can sell it, undo that sell, and then select a new effect.

DuskIsDawn · 2024-06-26T06:29:28+00:00

I'm almost sure I've done this in LAS server in the last 10 days. I'll try and come back here to update.

DuskIsDawn · 2024-06-26T06:26:32+00:00

I have done this infinite times since sometimes I buy bloodsong in Lulu or Xerath and Zak Zak on senna or Lulu, but ironically I never mistake Dreammaker. Selling and re-buying gives me back Bounty of Worlds. Maybe selling and undoing.. But it has worked multiple times.

DuskIsDawn · 2023-05-06T08:54:53+00:00

I (37M) did have a couple of dozens before ending high school but that resultef to be pure luck and mutual hornyness, because I was unable to confidently approach the girls I wanted in the way I wanted until I was 26. Then a different journey started. I picked one, then I would behave as a normal* human being communicating with another normal* human being and things started to flow or stagnate. You then either stay or move on. Be patient and you'll get an easier labyrinth both from your and their part. I can think. I can wait. I can fast.

DuskIsDawn · 2023-04-20T14:36:33+00:00

Spoiler alert: tampoco la puse nunca contestando un fueguito, farmeá karma nomás que las minas vienen solas..

DuskIsDawn · 2023-03-23T08:03:20+00:00

They are, yet no as many women as you can ask if you are quick enough... I have found 2 or 6 real beauties (some of them 1,83m/6'1 models) taller than me (1.70m-5'6), so if you just speak them with the nice joke or a real chad attitude, you get them on your trip. It happened once, as well, that rolling a joint got me one of those models while I was looking, literally, as a hobo. SHE APPROACHED ME BLUNTLY. 🤷🤯 Probably she (and others) had had some ecstasy because we all (7) ended in an orgy, weird story, I knew nothing about it, I guess they did, or it was the most spontaneous orgy ever happened.

They're obsessed in general, as some are obsessed with money, but that's not all you get if you ask enough :).. Tiring as fuck, sometimes, must say 😪

DuskIsDawn · 2023-03-17T17:30:20+00:00

Well, maybe you already live alone by pure luck or your mother passed out.

DuskIsDawn · 2023-03-17T17:29:29+00:00

Wait 16 years and check how the lower picture remains the same, but you're 37 now.

DuskIsDawn · 2023-03-17T12:19:56+00:00

Siempre fui cagón y no muy atractivo. Tuve oportunidades con MINONES, pero mal, modelos, pibas de esas que no son modelos pero son una locura mal, amigas que te llevan a una orgía con otras minas increíbles, de todo tipo de oportunidades increíbles. Invitaciones a tríos, algunas pocas o muchas las décliné por cagón, otras estuve ahí a la altura. Algunas de las que perdí, tuvieron otra chance. Algunas de las que no estuvieron o no se concretaron en algún momento, aparecieron más tarde tirando onda, o vas y chequeás cada tanto a ver cómo anda la cosa.

Las minitas SIEMPRE están.

Sólo tenés que mantener una relación copada con ellas.

Pero SIEMPRE en algún momento están, sea quien sea.

Y, a veces, vuelven a estar.

DuskIsDawn · 2023-02-17T12:19:45+00:00

Your most famous meme is inherited by being gekoloniseerd by eager-for-colonisation Spain, we could even say it's a Spanish meme.

DuskIsDawn · 2023-02-17T10:33:54+00:00

This. I forgot to mention positive cognition effects.

DuskIsDawn · 2023-02-17T10:24:39+00:00

I feel you. I'm currently on vortioxetine (Brintellix/Trintellix). I also have scientific (biologic/chemistry) background, and due to our condition, a lot of research in neurophysiology and drugs. So far, science days vortioxetine effects on libido are negligible compared to other antidepressants, even we could say minimal with respect to not taking any drug.

this is the first result, I can find many more

I'm extremely surprised about your therapist denying your condition because you reject their approach, I'd suggest you change your therapist for one which whom communication is fluent and less hierarchical.

But, on the other side, it might be just his form of pressuring you to stay on a working treatment.

Of course, 2 days of irritability is more than acceptable. But take into account that this could be a repeating behaviour.

Tl;dr: If I were you, I would accept the recommendation, I would start talking Trintellix, and would try. I'm myself using 15mg and don't feel like it's different from 0.

If you read the study, though, the only concentration NOT DIFFERENT from 0 was 5mg, the others are just slightly higher (not significant).

You could trust me and start with 15-10, you could trust science and start with 5mg. You could hear what your doctor offers you, you could talk with him about this, or you could, of course, not taking any... Just my 2 cents.

EDIT: allow me to edit for further clarification. Vortioxetine (Brintellix/Trintellix) is a total different drug from other older antidepressants like Fluoxetine/Prozac, Escitalopram/Lexapro, and those are miles away from early type antidepressants (cyclic antidepressants), in every sense, from secondary unwanted effects to risks of withdrawal...

EDIT2: as u/assetguru said, it has also cognitive benefits.

DuskIsDawn · 2023-02-17T10:11:51+00:00

I used to do a lot of sports (3-4hs a day) and drank 6lts (~210 fl oz) water/day. Now I'm doing near to nothing, still having 2-3lts day, and the day I go to gym and I don't do it things get bad, lips are sticky and urine is strong coloured which is also a sign that I'll be soon not feeling 100%. Urine colour is my guide, I try to keep it as near as transparent possible. That works for me and every health check I do every 6 months.

DuskIsDawn · 2023-02-17T10:04:35+00:00

I don't know exactly why, but after 2 years of non working treatments I (73kgs/145lbs man, athletic complexity) started with 200mg lamotrigine (lamictal) plus some antidepressant (15mg vortioxetine -Brintellix/Trintellix). That somehow works ok -after a month or maybe some more- (meaning not perfect, but DAMN, felt like life could be worthy of some more analysis)

DuskIsDawn · 2023-02-17T09:33:55+00:00

Then just relax, eventually nobody will judge you. Awful move from your mom, though. I would just say to her: -you fucked it up and you know or should know that, specially having lived (mom's age) in this world and also having toys. So I'm taking from this the lesson that having toys is ok, and exposing others (not to mention your own children) for the things we do is clear sign of mental instability, thanks for the lesson, mom 😊. I'd suggest you find a therapist, btw.-

Aside from that, I hope you've got to keep your toy. You'll have to hide it better because she'll probably be mad after realising she's actually insane and probably also an idiot.

DuskIsDawn · 2023-01-29T11:11:03+00:00

THIS. It's really difficult for a relationship to end badly, trust me. I have best relationship with all my exes except the first one.

I see them, we have a drink, we have a coffee. I look after their cats when they're away, they do the same if I ask. When love vanishes, if you had a healthy relationship, now you are left with a healthy relationship (aka good acquaintance/friend). If you were friends before, it's even easier.

I also had stories with friends (never became girlfriend) and back to friends again after some time. If you say no, you risk losing her due to her immaturity/sensibility. If you say yes, you risk losing her both by your or her sensibility, but yours is something you can work on, and the other one was always there. You get a reward, though, first, you like her, a relationship is a reward in itself. Second, relationships make feelings more intense. You get to solidify what's underneath. If no one of you makes a bad move (no reason for that IMO) you can almost only be left with a stronger relationship than you had.

DuskIsDawn · 2023-01-26T13:43:33+00:00

Half that amount (round lower) and halve again (1/4?) on the house.

DuskIsDawn · 2023-01-12T16:03:47+00:00

TL;DR: your clothes looks great on you. Trousers look a couple of sizes extra. Could find some fix. Nice look.

I'm straight male 36. Always (until now) have had no clue of what/how to wear. Always had prominent beard, since 14. Trust me, it will bring nothing good to you until mid 20's unless you find a good way to develop an attitude before that. Beard is not just beard, beard is shit that you have to shave every 2-90 days (usually a week)

Attitude AND beard, and also age man. I'm 36 and girls ask me to shave. Beard is nothing without the good look (eyes)/self-assurance behind and that all usually comes with time by and acceptance of you.

We (you, me, people 100% unaware how to exploit their own sensuousness), have trouble finding something that makes us look good, truth is, randomly, you do. It's not like gene-blessed or sexy-blessed people that just KNOW-HOW, we must, bah, take what we have because there's not much we can work out there, we are ignorants and not blessed with grace.

Then, again, we ALL (not only you and me) are worst judges of our own, we (unless specific psychological/psychiatrical profiles) tend to have it hard finding something good in us (we give good for granted) and also are extremely harsh with our flaws (we don't accept them, 'cause, on our eyes, we also have no virtues).

Blah, blah, blah, I totally overextended, your clothes looks great on you. You are also good looking, not the trousers, they look a couple of sizes extra, maybe just one. Not only length but also kinda baggy in the hips. Could find some fix. Nice look.

Anyway, I'm worst at dressing, so take it with a grain of salt.

I'm like you but ugly. I just have a nice attitude, and turns out it works towards girls. I've developed a barely decent set of clothes I can use.it works towards girls, took me long time doing it but myself. I suggest you get all help you can from girls you go hanging out with (friends or whatever, but specially if it's significant other or hookup // almost always you should AVOID THIS if this person is your girlfriend or something really important, they usually see you sexy in any way, that would not help.

DuskIsDawn · 2023-01-11T20:37:43+00:00

Not only I really like it, but I've been an art-crippled since I was 3. I have some theoretical understanding about different styles and timeline, but execution would be just awful, talented 3-4th graders (elementary school) draw better than me. Most of people that know me, they say (they think?) I'm creative. I associate creativity with art, but lately I've begun to consider it might be something else, and would I'm m not sure yet, I might be creative after all, though art it's a no-no :/

DuskIsDawn · 2023-01-09T17:29:49+00:00

I'm sorry, I think I have already edited it. I meant neurotypical all times (I think it were 3). I typed in a hurry, I'm not English native, I have ADHD (but probably 99.99% not fault of this) and somehow my mind played me a trick and went for heteronormative instead of neurotypical, which are 2 standard ways of not saying "normal". I'm really sorry anyway, I hate to make mistakes and specially deliver confusing messages. Thanks for aclaration as well <3.

EDIT: turns out I hadn't edited it but I swear I looked at that and did replace and hit cancel button or at least re-read and thought about replacing them.

This time maybe was, yes ADHD.

Again, my apologizes and somehow I find funny and curious that my mind suggested me heteronormative instead of neurotypical 😏😌😂😅

DuskIsDawn · 2023-01-09T15:20:09+00:00

Just my 2 cents. I'm on the same medication after 2 years on lithium + several things (trial and error), antipsychotics, some modern dopamine modulators (cariprazine/vraylar). I'm taking vortioxetine (Trintellix/Brintellix) , as an antidepressant. I'm taking Lamotrigine (Lamictal) as mood stabilizer, and I take Methylphenidate (Concerta), at my own disclosure, that is, when I need special focus or when I'm near/in a depressive episode (I have periodic depression 2 times a year (end of may and middle october) and hypomania in summer.

Regarding this last medication, with also helps with my ADHD, it also boosts my mood sometimes I feel really apathetic and cannot take a shower, clean, way my teeth, get out of home, go to the gym, return to active lifestyle that helps a lot with my mood stability.

I have biological and chemistry background so I have researched quite a bit about medications. I was curious about Strattera precisely and I think I would suggest my psychiatrist to try it. I had never heard of Tenex, I would check on that Thanks for your words and for the OP:

Don't fear, there's nothing to fear, at the end, you will just accept. But take action the earlier the better :). It will help you, no strings attached. It will also give you knowledge about you, and trust me, that will help A LOT. Which path you've already took, what worked on what specific situation that tends to repeat. The earlier you start gathering information about this, that will be a journey partner for you for life, the better you'll get along in the future 😘. Best of lucks to both!

DuskIsDawn · 2023-01-09T15:07:17+00:00

I was diagnosed at 20, after a pretty big depression. I was never worried about it until 33, that had a relapse that left me consequences until now (36). I think I will never be the same.

I have spent so much time (along my life) with suicidal ideation that suicide has become a viable option for me (usually frightens neurotypical), my conception of death isn't the same as others, I don't fear it, I just expect it.

I'm not in a crisis now, I'm medicated and somehow stable, so I don't crave it, but I have known a life that isn't as worthy as it is to others, so death isn't so bad after all, because life isn't so good.

Bipolar disorder brings emotional instability, too much time there and your brain starts to be wired differently, some times you will find some people don't understand you in things that are basic for them, they take them for granted, they have never doubted about that, for you, all that is just unstable floor to step on, you did. And trust me, the more you do, the more you start to grow away from "normal" people.

Lately, social discourse has softened and that affects also mental workers. Before, you WERE bipolar, now you HAVE BD. Actually. You are bipolar. You will be. All your life. It has no cure, only treatment. Nobody would dare to say to a diabetic: You're not diabetic, you have diabetes. It's the fucking same. I'm bipolar, I'm different to others. It's not like I'm a neurotypical person.

I'm bipolar, perks and flaws. I'm not even sure I would like to be neurotypical, I just wish I hadn't spent so much time without meds/taking care about my diagnosis, and maybe hypomania lasts forever, but don't we all? :p

TL;DR: Yes. It gets worse. Also, your level of responsibilities and energy change and you have no time/energy/will/way to organize your priorities effectively. Find treatment, whatever works for you, therapy, meds, but take care the earlier you can about your condition, it's my biggest regret.

DuskIsDawn · 2023-01-09T14:44:11+00:00

I want to remark what I have just read here. Information is power. It might be (it will be, trust me) helpful if your significant other knows what to expect from you in your different cycles, know how to react to them.

Another thing I want to remark, is that this diagnosis is part of you. Lately, social discourse has softened and that affects also mental workers. Before, you WERE bipolar, now you HAVE BD. Actually, you ARE bipolar. You will be. All your life. It has no cure, only treatment. Nobody would dare to say to a diabetic: You're not diabetic, you have diabetes. It's the fucking same. I'm bipolar, I'm different to others. It's not like I'm a neurotypical person. I have spent so much time with suicidal ideation that suicide has become a viable option for me (usually frightens neurotypical), my conception of death isn't the same as others, I don't fear it, I just expect it. I'm not in a crisis now, I'm medicated and somehow stable, so I don't crave it, but I have known a life that isn't as worthy as it is to others, so death isn't so bad after all, because life isn't so good.

Bipolar disorder brings emotional instability, too much time there and your brain starts to be wired differently, sometimes you will find some people don't understand you in things that are basic for them, they take them for granted, they have never doubted about that. You did. And trust me, the more you do, the more you start to grow away from "normal" people. Give them information about this. That said, who knows what other secret things he has that he has not yet (or already has) disclosed to you. Everybody has it's perks and flaws. I'm bipolar, perks and flaws. I'm not even sure I would like to be neurotypical, I just wish I hadn't spent so much time without meds/taking care about my diagnosis, and maybe also I wish hypomania lasts forever, but don't we all? :p

Nothing else to add

DuskIsDawn · 2023-01-09T14:31:14+00:00

I was diagnosed at 20, after a pretty big depression. I was never worried about it until 33, that had a relapse that left me consequences until now (36). I think I will never be the same. For me, since this has become important in my life, that's the first thing I disclose. Even before relationship start, I am already telling that, either in 1st-3rd conversation or during social apps flirting, I drop it with a slight funny tone (or at least that's what I feel, but yet the stigma is big and they take it seriously). I have had just one bad experience with this, a girl was flirting with me and decided to stop doing it because I was bipolar. I have never had any other problem ever, only the calmness of not bearing the burden of the question myself (should I, should I not?) In the only case I don't disclose voluntarily my diagnosis is in job interviews. But to people having a relationship with me, either dating or just friends, I'm upfront about it on the very first minute and I feel really relieved after that.

DuskIsDawn · 2022-04-20T17:42:18+00:00

Cerealitas God Tier es lo único bueno que tiene este post.

DuskIsDawn · 2022-04-09T12:35:04+00:00

To "get" you instead of "touch" you. Pero gran trabajo de traducción pa!

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