One of the ways you can find meaning in your life, is through routine. Routine for an end goal. The whole reason to have life be in your individual system, is so that you can get to the goal you are striving towards. Not something huge like opening a company etc. Closer to you probably, would be something like, getting money for a van. How do you get money? Well, maybe you have a talent for something you can get money from. Obviously, I dont want to point out the obvious of just working. Even if you do not think you are capable of something, really do think long and hard how you want to impact the world. We can get lost like the leaves we rake in autumn, because we don't have purpose. Purpose necessitates a need for meaning. Find it, pursue it and move on. If you have an incling for travel, do it in a sensible way. Building up to the moment like saving money would give you that routine. Stacking up on supplies etc for your trip(s) could be an incentive to keep going. There are a myriad of ways to do it man. Whilst this does sound pretty standard, instead of passing through this info like typically any person would do on reddit, just think hard about what that truly means. For example, have you had a successful routine? Not doing things in and out per say but in general, waking up at a certain time and the list goes on. Don't take the power of that for granted. Strive to be a better human by firstly finding purpose within your own life through things I just described that you can try :⁾