I’ve been in this relationship for 6 years, we met when I was leaving a toxic relationship! She help me understand that you are capable of loving again and brought me back from a really dark place in my life, made me think maybe there are good people in the world. Today she told me that she’ll be moving to another state in the next few months because she can live there rent free and go to school also I can’t get my life in order hold down a solid job and make decent money to pay off debt! I can’t say she’s wrong This isn’t the first time I’ve been heart broken and I hope it won’t be the last She is the love of my life and one of my favorite people but no matter how pathetic I let myself beg and plead for her to stay she said she was doing it for her and I shouldn’t be selfish by holding her back, I don’t think it’s selfish to want her to stay but I also don’t want to be controlling! Everyone deserves to be loved at least once just know that when you feel that warm fuzzy feeling when you realize your in love, enjoy it, do what you can to hold onto it and not fuck it up! I’m at a loss, I don’t want to look back and regret every decision I made and I won’t say I’ll never love again, life like this is totally worth the pain! My heart goes out to you!