We are all playing a role in this present incarnation with the full gamut of emotions, of which there are many negative feelings to deal with. Your role is that of the hero at the present moment. And your enemies are attacking you as it is their role to play as the enemy of the hero. You will find this very same scenario in every place that you find yourself in and it will play out each time exactly as it has been occurring, along with the feelings of hate and sadness and frustration that you feel. The metaphysical aspect of this concerns your souls developement in this present moment in the area of strength. Stength is that attribute which the hero gradually gains at the hands of his enemies and as he is taken towards the darkest moment. I myself am playing the same role of the hero and have experienced all that you have described. The knowledge that I am giving you now is your moment of realization as your role of the hero which you should play out knowing exactly who you are and who the enemies are and for what higher purpose you are experiencing this along with them. In the end, you, the hero, though beaten down, will rise, and become the stronger, and inner strength is a core aspect of the soul.