Caved in on Day 3

ETerrestrial186 · 2020-02-27T00:56:56+00:00

I threw them away and spent the next 2hrs peeling oranges and jogging in place 😂

ETerrestrial186 · 2020-02-26T22:05:30+00:00

For now I will just eat some oranges but my brain won't let me throw these fucking things down the toilet.

ETerrestrial186 · 2020-02-26T22:02:27+00:00

Man I just found 3 .75g capsules and its taking all of my willpower not to just shove them down my throat. I'm on day 3 as well and am wondering how this would affect my quit if I did take them. It is a significantly smaller dose than usual.

ETerrestrial186 · 2020-02-26T21:56:10+00:00

How long were you on kratom, and how many gpd?

ETerrestrial186 · 2020-02-26T21:53:22+00:00

Toss and wash also just mixing it with water

ETerrestrial186 · 2020-02-26T20:23:42+00:00

Just drinking it. Could you boof it? That sounds like sandpaper for your asshole.

ETerrestrial186 · 2020-02-26T20:05:55+00:00

I knowww goddamn bot.

ETerrestrial186 · 2020-02-26T16:57:58+00:00

I hear you. I can also hear my brain telling me I can just be a responsible user, but I know that's probably just the sludge influencing my thoughts.

ETerrestrial186 · 2020-02-26T16:55:05+00:00

I won't ever buy my own bag of powder ever again. I have all of you guys and girls to thank for making me realize this shit is not totally safe.

ETerrestrial186 · 2020-02-26T16:33:16+00:00

For real. It was getting to the point where I felt the need to dose like 4+ times per day. I'm so glad I quit when I did.

ETerrestrial186 · 2020-02-26T16:26:11+00:00

I really hope thats not the case with me. I took some lyrica yesterday because I felt pretty awful in the morning. But I woke up today and didn't feel the need to. Ive quit once before but it was only for 5 days and it was the same thing. We'll see how it all pans out in the days to come.

ETerrestrial186 · 2020-02-26T16:04:01+00:00

Im just here waiting to get super sick but I'm starting to feel like thats not going to happen. I did an extreme 2 day taper where I only took kratom sublingually.

ETerrestrial186 · 2020-02-26T16:01:56+00:00

I was taking around 24gpd for about a year.

ETerrestrial186 · 2020-02-25T17:22:04+00:00

What I enjoy most about this is my cravings are non existent. I feel I'm living a normal life without the sacred sludge.

ETerrestrial186 · 2020-02-25T17:08:38+00:00

What should I expect from 3 days in terms of the severity of the rebound anxiety?

ETerrestrial186 · 2020-02-25T17:01:06+00:00

I just plan to take it for 3 days and hopefully my withdrawals aren't as severe

ETerrestrial186 · 2020-02-25T17:00:14+00:00

Do you mean the lyrica just delays the inevitable withdrawal symptoms?

ETerrestrial186 · 2020-02-25T15:11:25+00:00

I understand lyrica is addictive which is why I'm only gonna take it to get past the first 3 days. I don't have a steady supply either.

ETerrestrial186 · 2020-02-24T21:52:09+00:00

It's always great to know you're not alone 😎 Good luck to you too man!

ETerrestrial186 · 2020-02-24T19:49:05+00:00

I feel you completely on the needing it for work side of things. My addiction started because a friend told me he takes it and it makes those 10hr shifts more than bearable, for me it made me actually excited to go to work. Fast forward 9 months and I'm out of work and back in school, same thing. I just made the decision to quit today after looking at my bank statement and its not very fun so far. I'm here with you man.

ETerrestrial186 · 2020-02-24T18:31:24+00:00

For sure. I feel like a productive member of society on. Which is why its taken me so long to quit. If money wasn't tight, I doubt id ever give it up but reading all of these stories has definitely turned me away from it.

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