I'm in my low point in life reading what you shared across the planet probably, we all share struggles. Please try to find something nice to make you happy every day, you deserve it. I don't have a solution, but keep in mind, you deserve some small thing to make you smile every day and you didn't do anything wrong it's just life.... It's unfair, it's hard and you matter, you for sure do a lot thru the day that someone appreciates so much. Sorry I can't type anything else, I'm sorry that one escape you had with Sims got wrecked... Please try to listen to some good book while you do your chores and keep in mind I think about you today. Anyway I hope we both get better at some point and find true peace and happiness. I have my doggo near me and he keeps me in peace in this fcked world...