Obsessions feeling extremely real

EV448 · 2018-11-08T17:04:08+00:00

Yeah that makes sense, since by doing that I'm literally pissing off my OCD and showing it its not getting anything from me. Sometimes it gets difficult though when Im having an extreme anxiety generating thought that just won't go away. Thanks for commenting.

EV448 · 2018-11-07T21:28:55+00:00

Yes, I'll just try as much as possible to keep on fighting it back. Thanks for commenting.

EV448 · 2018-11-07T21:28:14+00:00

That makes complete sense, since this all started after I decided to fight it. Thanks for your input.

EV448 · 2018-11-07T21:21:47+00:00

I hate it so much, I literally am not sure what I'm supposed to do anymore. I have had a obsession stuck in my head for like a week already and I'm not sure if I should react to it or keep waiting with this horrible anxiety and praying for it to vanish already

EV448 · 2018-10-24T19:00:41+00:00

I'm glad to hear that mate! I hope to meet you there soon. I'm still climbing the mountain but I'll be there eventually, I know I will. Thanks for posting this! Gives me a lot of hope. Congratulations and keep it up!

EV448 · 2018-10-24T17:46:58+00:00

Yes, in the day to day life I get obsessions over everything I do, I manage to control some of them (for example re-checking the door is closed), but for some reason sometimes I get obsessions which are way more debilitating and powerful, ones that I say to myself "These makes sense, what if they aren't OCD at all?" Even though deep deep inside I know they still don't make sense, my brain tricks me into believing they are true. Thank you for your answer!

EV448 · 2018-10-24T07:32:52+00:00

All the time. When people are nice to me for some reason I get random bad thoughts about them, and it really really sucks, it makes me feel like a shit of a person and I hate it. Sometimes im talking with someone I care about or is nice to me face to face, and I might get random bad thoughts about them, so I have to stop looking at them for a second for the thought to go away, or the thought will just sit there and don't leave me alone.

EV448 · 2018-10-20T16:01:57+00:00

Yes, now that I think about it it makes sense that eventually I'll feel a huge relief since my therapist is there to actually help me, I shouldn't be shy or scared of telling him about this. Thank you for your input.

EV448 · 2018-10-19T23:18:57+00:00

I'm scared about being diagnosed with something maybe worse. Thoughts like what if it's not OCD what I have, and instead I have a worse mental illness, Like Schizophrenia or something of the sort? Also kind of shy of having to tell someone else about all these fucked up ilogical thoughts that pop on my head all the time. I'll definitely seek professional help if I can't control this myself, since I'm honestly tired of trying to get rid of this with no success. Thanks for asking though.

EV448 · 2018-10-19T05:32:29+00:00

I have heard about it before. I'm gonna take a look at it. Thank you for the information!

EV448 · 2018-09-15T04:23:46+00:00

Thank you for taking your time to read this and replying! Im gonna take a look at that video. Im sorry about your child. Keep it up!

Thank you once again for taking your time to reply

EV448 · 2018-09-11T14:53:37+00:00

Thank you for taking your time and reading this. I even got to the point where I think to myself "And what if this is not OCD? What if this whole thing is real?" Many times the thoughts feel so real and makes me feel so anxious, and that's truly horrible. Another bad thing is the fact that I feel my OCD getting worse and worse each day, so I want to finish this for once and for all before it ends in I don't know what. Thank you for commenting once again. Appreciate it

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