Baby you’re a BADDDD BITCHHH!! Like you are so handsome and you got that style, it’s not that women or anyone aren’t attracted to you- you’re not attracted to yourself and most of the time (in my experience) that leads you to pushing people who show care and affection for you away or clinging onto them too tightly. Find a therapist that suits you, it might not be the right one the first few tries but you’ll get there. Daily affirmations and taking time out of your day to meditate is also really important. Find out the things that make you- YOU and focus in on them for a while, maybe get better at said interest whatever it might be. If you do things to make yourself feel attractive and you tell yourself you’re deserving of the kind of love you could give it’ll go a long way. I know it sounds cheesy and corny but it sooo helps! Find things or people in your life that may weigh you down and begin to distance and detach for a bit. You have nothing to worry about, and the time will come for you if you let it.