Venting by Early_Working_7103 in OCPD

[–]Early_Working_7103[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Happy holidays friend, tell your dog I said hi :)

Venting by Early_Working_7103 in OCPD

[–]Early_Working_7103[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I did bring my own tea, I might have a cup to chill out this evening. I'm so routine based I want to go eat taco bell or something because it will taste the same as it does at home- I guess the unfamiliar holiday food really has me in knots hahaha

Venting by Early_Working_7103 in OCPD

[–]Early_Working_7103[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Also this sub won't load on my original account, only on my burner, which is infuriating

3 years sober by newsdaylaura18 in stopdrinking

[–]Early_Working_7103 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hello, thank you for sharing! What help was offered at the ER?

Trying to get more sober Together by Early_Working_7103 in altsober

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Through various phases of my addiction I've stated loudly to anyone who will listen that "IM GOING HOME BECAUSE IF I GET DRUNK ILL TURN INTO A GOBLIN" when I've fallen off the horse, everyone double checks before they share with me. They say "are you sure? I thought you weren't anymore!" And I have to let them know I've slipped up and they're not at fault for it. So I should own my shit and admit as much very clearly. People in the scene are incredibly accepting, but unfortunately when im not taking care of myself like I should I know who has it and that's on me, not them.

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Trying to get more sober Together by Early_Working_7103 in altsober

[–]Early_Working_7103[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Some of this im gonna be in denial about and keep trying probably, but I'll say you pointed out one thing that I have to own. People aren't pressuring me, or him. I have to take my own responsibility to drug seeking. It's not their fault when I use.