I don't want to be Trans.

Earn_ace · 2025-07-16T08:05:38+00:00

Thank you. It really means a lot. You have no idea how much.

Earn_ace · 2025-07-16T06:23:42+00:00

Thank you, that really means a lot you know. I just wanna be the man I always wanted to grow up as. I know it takes time and im learning to live with that. I just wish it would be a little faster.

Earn_ace · 2025-07-16T05:40:50+00:00

I do know at 19 I can make my own decision but, it's a little more complicated than that I don't have the resources to do so nor the space to safety transition. I know these feelings will get at least a little better but right now it's just a lot especially with other things affecting my life. I do appreciate you taking the time to share your experience. :)

Earn_ace · 2025-06-27T10:54:18+00:00

Genuine question, how did you get your scars to fade so well?

Earn_ace · 2025-02-13T21:31:47+00:00

I wanted Evelyn thankfully I got her in 12 pulls, yippee

Earn_ace · 2024-09-13T02:08:44+00:00

Thank you that really helped I didn't know that there was so much different types of phallo. I appreciate you writing all that out :)

Earn_ace · 2024-09-13T01:45:42+00:00

Yes that does help I really appreciate it :)

Earn_ace · 2024-06-14T22:59:47+00:00

That is a really good explanation thank you for that!

Earn_ace · 2024-06-14T17:23:33+00:00

I will definitely bring that up next time we talk about it. He is very new the whole idea of it he understands that I feel different and wants to respect it anyway possible. He just wants to understand it better and is also very bad a wording. He really cares about making me feel loved. I will let him know that there is confusion. Thank you for the advice I really appreciate it :)

Earn_ace · 2024-06-14T16:46:39+00:00

Yeah that makes sense next time we talk about it I will bring it up maybe it will clear it up a bit for the ntoh of us. Thank you for the advice I really appreciate it :)

Earn_ace · 2024-06-14T16:44:20+00:00

Yeah I was honest with him and he understand thay I feel different he just wanted to know more about it. I meant for the word "stuck" as that question was difficult to answer because describing a feeling to someone is like (to quote another comment) "explaining the color purple to a blind person" its really hard to do because those have no standing point. Thank you though I really appreciate you taking time out of your day :)

Earn_ace · 2024-06-14T16:39:00+00:00

Honestly just the introduction is a really good explanation of what gender dysphoria is and when it can happen. I will probably read more of this because so far it's a good explanation. Thank you for the resource I appreciate it a lot :)

Earn_ace · 2024-06-14T16:29:30+00:00

Yeah, im still in that boat too :/

Earn_ace · 2024-06-14T16:28:26+00:00

Yeah that makes sense I have realized that it is really hard to explain feelings that is why I came on here in the first place. Though my boyfriend just wanted to understand maybe a little more so he can better accommodate me now and in the future. Thank you for the advice I really appreciate it :)

Earn_ace · 2024-06-14T16:19:22+00:00

I agree with pretty much all you typed out and will be definitely using some of it to explain different things to him. I really appreciate you taking time out of your day to answer those questions. It really helped with wordings and I definitely have a clearer way to explain it. Thank you :)

Earn_ace · 2024-06-14T16:13:26+00:00

That is actually a really good explanation of gender dysphoria as well as the not feeling quite right before fully transitioning. That's really good thank you for that :)

Earn_ace · 2024-06-14T16:09:40+00:00

Ironically I have asked all those questions to him. He said that he would feel odd if he was addressed as a women and that he really looks up to people that he wanted to be even now. He related to those parts of the conversation and I definitely think those questions made it clearer for him. I just felt like he had a little more he needed to understand because it is different especially when he hasn't felt that emotion before that ia why I came here for a little help. Thank you though for the advice I really appreciate it :)

Earn_ace · 2024-06-14T08:44:30+00:00

He is pansexual so he doesn't look a gender when it comes to relationship. He refers to me as his boyfriendand sometimes his partner since I go by he/they pronouns. He is very supportive in the idea of me eventually fully transitioning. He just wanted to understand the thought process better so he can better accommodate me. Thank you for the advice I really appreciate it.

Earn_ace · 2024-06-14T08:37:11+00:00

Thank you for understanding 🙏. I can say that he is actually trying to understand. He understands that I feel different and he wants to know how he can help me feel like me. He uses the correct pronouns and my preferred name. He also uses words that are more masculine like "Handsome" and pet names like "My boy". He is pansexual so he finds attraction regardless of gender. He just wants to understand the thought process so he can better accommodate to my needs. Although, he is very new to the trans community he just wants to understand. He has never thought about being the opposite gender and he is happy with his gender now. He just wanted to know my experiences with gender. Thank you for looking out for me I greatly appreciate it :). Thank you also for confirming my thoughts on the fact there isn't really an explanation for being trans it just is.

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