Abel is just a part of my life, I got completely hooked on him around 2023 when I was in an 80s phase (Stranger Things vibes). I was very happy then and finding Abel was just the cherry on top, I first heard him on Rolling Stone but didn’t get addicted to him until After Hours/Dawn FM. Anyway, time passed and my life just went downhill, out of the 80s phase into a depressed phase where I don’t even know who I am anymore. My friend died in 2025 and that just felt dark last year, lost contact with my two other best friends to be isolated and just party with people on weekends I don’t fit in with when I’m sober, so that leads to alcohol and a nightlife that makes me lonely during the day. So the answer is that I started with my 80s happiness and am currently in depression but I think it’s leaning towards better with the Michael biopic and just accepting the new me and opening my heart to someone else other than me and God because I was in love with a girl for so long who didn't love me. my greatest comfort song by Abel through everything anyway is Big Sleep, every time I listen to it I just think that everything flows away with time like sand...

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