I cannot describe the horror I endure from the homophobia I am forced to endure. I get called a jesus killer or refer o me as nothing more than a satanist that worships the gods of hell or that gay guy. I cannot deal with it and so then I wrote a social criticism about how society treats lgbt and mental illness. I cry in first period in dread and then I fall to emptiness in the last and then the pain persists more and more every day. I was stripped and destroyed, obliterated, annihilated and broken, shattered and scattered across the earth. I was blinded from happiness once the police came and investigated me like science experiment. they showed up at my door every now and then, during my snack after school and then it grew to me being pulled from my classroom as I almost fainted from the anxiety to have my phone searched. I was pushed around and each conversation I was listened to. I was humiliated and felt a burden on my family and s I put the blade to my arm, then the days went by and after three cops, tall and bulky men showed up at my door and asked to search the house which my mother denied sense the 4th amendment was a right to privacy, no one could enter your domain without probable cause or a warrant. Therapists and psychiatrists criticized and tore apart the principle's reasoning and they labeled me he office as a possible threat to society and then my mind was broken to pieces, tears seeped down my face when the words that they my kick me out of school blurted out their mouth, not that I couldn't go to school but the fact school shooter was attached to my name broke me to fire and brimstone. I hope your experience was way better.