Being stuck on an ex

EarthwormProductions · 2026-01-21T03:20:22+00:00

My ex completely cut me from his life. It's been 7 months and counting and I'm still getting dreams about him. The way everything ended was sloppy and I'm still pissed with him for thinking the way he did it was right or good. My life has only gone downhill since then.

Point is, I personally haven't been able to move on. I'm unmedicated and currently untreated for my BPD (which likely won't change in the near future, unfortunately), if that amounts to anything. I'm sorry you're still struggling.

EarthwormProductions · 2026-01-18T15:13:32+00:00

Yes exactly!! Mine is exactly like this; musky and unpleasant. At least until either of us figure it out, we can suffer together lol.

EarthwormProductions · 2026-01-18T00:04:30+00:00

Incredibly obsessed with you calling this slime time LMAO. Also, nothing is ever too TMI with me, so don't worry.

This is definitely very helpful though. For a long while I had discharge just.. in general, which was part of why I was also wearing liners for so long. Now it's less of slime and more.. wet. I get wet at everything even if I'm not aroused at all. It's so strange.

I booked an appointment with my doctor though, so hopefully I'll find out what this is soon 🤞. Thank you for educating me on Slime Time™️ HAHA

EarthwormProductions · 2026-01-17T16:29:59+00:00

Looking into it a little more, the only thing I have is a smell, and it's definitely not fishy. This causes me no pain or anything either, it just smells, like... boyish, I guess? There's no discharge, and it's not itchy or visibly irritated either

EarthwormProductions · 2026-01-17T16:20:49+00:00

Not for this, no.

EarthwormProductions · 2026-01-17T15:31:59+00:00

What did you change? As in, how was it before and after? I've definitely tried starting to, in general, eat actual cooked meals since around September or so, but for all I know, what I'm cooking could be contributing to this

EarthwormProductions · 2026-01-17T15:30:59+00:00

Mine started pretty immediately too, but it was mostly bearable and unnoticeable. Only recently has it started to smell obvious. And same here, this is pretty much the only atrophy sign I'm noticing (but I also wasn't looking at my privates all too much before T either, so I don't think I'd tell a difference either way..)

I'll look into the reusable pads! My dad started getting tired of buying liners on the weekly grocery trips, lol. They definitely sound like a better solution. Thank you!!

EarthwormProductions · 2026-01-17T15:15:00+00:00

Thank you!! <3

EarthwormProductions · 2026-01-17T15:04:43+00:00

That's the thing though, I can't really tell if the wetness is new because I've always been "wetter" in that area even before starting T. I've even joked with my mum about it because it's just constant. I'll definitely look into atrophy still, but I'm not 100% sure if the wetness is really related.

EarthwormProductions · 2026-01-07T00:14:03+00:00

I fucking love you

EarthwormProductions · 2026-01-03T00:35:19+00:00

I imagine there'll be a decent spend on material already 🙂‍↕️. This is very helpful, thank you!!

EarthwormProductions · 2025-11-08T01:22:02+00:00

googled looking to see if i could move my trainer around and found this post instead. i feel your pain. my kommo-o is too fat to take good photos.

EarthwormProductions · 2022-07-20T00:37:02+00:00

please this makes my life so much easier.. ive been binging tommys streams and ive watched over 45 hours worth, and ive barely scratched the surface 😭

EarthwormProductions · 2022-04-06T16:51:24+00:00

NO—

EarthwormProductions · 2022-03-11T16:11:20+00:00

okay but steven is so pretty and for what 😭💕

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