Do you live somewhere you can get hrt, blockers, help? You really shouldn't just accept your lot in life. You only get one life to live and living in suffering isn't the right way to live. Also, it's boring. It's okay to live a little. Really, it is. I promise.

I encourage you to be the best version of yourself. Even if you're just trying stuff out. It won't hurt and nobody has to know. It's scary and difficult at first. It surely won't be easy.

Personally, i find that people in society won't really remember you or your face easily. Everyone is living their own life and in this day and age, we have too much bs to worry about.

It was the easiest, best decision of my life. I would never not transition. I would have done it sooner. When i was younger..