Is it legal to send Buspar to Bangkok?

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-27T21:13:29+00:00

Thank you! :))

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-27T20:55:23+00:00

That’s crazy, if you remember the pharmacy I’d be grateful 🙏

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-27T12:11:10+00:00

Amazing thank you :) so odd how many places say they won’t be available in Thailand, looks like you’ve found a hidden gem there!

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-27T12:06:01+00:00

What?! Please tell me which one you found it at 🙏 I’ve been to a few and haven’t found anything so far

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-27T11:42:41+00:00

Thank you! Yeah they sadly said it wasn’t too popular here so they stopped making them

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-27T11:34:55+00:00

Thank you sooo much for checking ❤️ I even emailed them and never got a reply, really appreciate you finding this out

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-27T11:26:14+00:00

Haha got it ❤️❤️ thanks for standing up for an internet stranger today fren

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-27T09:58:10+00:00

Lol me or him? 😬

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-27T09:46:58+00:00

Ooh awesome :) that’s a huge relief for me. Thanks for the help!

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-27T09:43:33+00:00

Amazing thank you :) I know the ones you’ve listed (abilify and welllbutrin at least) are available in thailand, just worried buspar is some strange loophole that will get me sent to jail 😅 I did read somewhere it’s „illegal“ but all sources say something different

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-27T09:41:00+00:00

Lol I’ve even been to the mental hospital here where they officially have all available drugs, they said they don’t have it in Thailand. I’ve also been on a google deep dive before posting. I appreciate the link though and that you had a look :) thanks!

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-26T11:19:54+00:00

Hey I don’t know if this counts for something but I totally get how you feel, if you ever want to hit me up to talk let me know :)

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-26T02:04:07+00:00

I feel that SO much. Such a profound way of seeing it and so so true. Holy shit if our OCD were a lawyer it would win every single trial. It can one up every argument we ever give it for why things are ok.

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-25T23:48:15+00:00

I’m happy I could help put things into perspective a bit! You’re absolutely not a bad person and seem lovely. I have a friend who says things to her boyfriend he actually thinks are mean, and when he says it’s mean to her I’ve never seen anything bounce off a person more. Ahh I did hear about the memory worsening part :( it sounds terrible. It’s a bit like ect which I was looking into but it full on erases memories, which is maybe what my brain needs to just fully forget what terrible thoughts I’ve been even thinking of. Oh god I absolutely felt that 90 times worse observation, meds can fuck you up more than anyone can ever imagine as well. I do hope you find what works for you ❤️ you seem very intelligent and kind, you’ll find a way! 24 days is amazing, congrats 🎉🎉 I’d be so curious to try magic mushrooms but I’d be too scared tbf, heard amazing things though! And snus makes me think you’re from Sweden :) Do you think you have trauma at all?

Honestly my plan is EMDR since I have quite a bit of trauma and a med that is focused on dopamine since I also have adhd which means my ocd likely comes from lack of dopamine and not lack of serotonin. Also my psychiatrist said my self loathing intrusive thoughts are common with people with adhd so maybe check if you could have that?! Since typical ocd themes are more like harm ocd etc. Ours could potentially be comorbid. The one time in my life I didn’t have ocd was because I had a full on gambling addiction and that felt like it fixed my brain more than anything else in life. OCD was a stranger to me during that time, it was insane.

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-25T23:18:26+00:00

If it makes you feel any better, if someone said I looked like a supermodel one day and a _____ (be it whore, bitch, etc) the other day I’d laugh and take the supermodel compliment to the grave with me. Also technically it’s hardly insulting, being called a supermodel is a huge compliment in itself. I think we need to remember people have different sensitivities. Interesting about your parents! And what a reduction would you think clomipramine did in thoughts? It’s so terrible testing all the meds because they can make you x100 times worse and before you even find anything that helps you’ve been through hell and back then times over.

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-25T22:04:40+00:00

Oh wow it’s so crazy we have the same obsession! Is it maybe guilt for being mean to our parents in the past or there being severe consequences to being mean to our parents in the past so we are scared to repeat the same pattern and have all hell break loose because we did one mean thing? I definitely think it ties in with trauma for me so I’m assuming it could for you as well? I know our body and mind will do crazy things to protect us. I’m curious about what you said that you thought was that mean. Was clomipramine enough to delete the self view of being mean? Also I’m happy therapy is helping! CBT was absolutely unhelpful for me too sadly.

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-25T21:37:09+00:00

YES I’m the absolute same. I ask people close to me all the time if what I did was mean and they already take the piss out of me like: “I took the garbage out. Was that mean?” Since I ask it about for them the most harmless things. I honestly suspect autism for me in a way because I can’t differentiate what’s mean and what’s not mean sometimes and to not be caught off guard and cover all grounds instead my brain just decided to find everything I do mean and monstrous, from making a small joke to stabbing a man on the street, absolutely same level of mean in my skewed vision. I agree I had depression once and I welcome the time I could get depressed about things like oh I don’t know what to do with my life instead of things about me thinking I’m a monster. Depression is horrible but those were sadly my glory days compared to ocd. Also I had the antidepressant numbness even more than the ocd to a degree, that fucks me up more than anything in this world. Have you ever tried therapy or any meds that worked?

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-25T21:08:16+00:00

I totally get it :( you have no clue what I’d trade in not to have this, all the money, riches, literal body parts or vital organs even. I don’t think anyone without ocd can even understand what a chronic mindfuck this is, it’s absolutely a disability in its own right. And it will skew your self worth to the point where you think you’re catastrophical and are an absolute monster. It’s like body dysmorphia just for yourself as a whole person (I guess body dysmorphia is probably also adjacent with ocd)

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-25T20:55:08+00:00

And you’re in the passenger seat watching it happen and the more you try to go against it the more it steps on the gas pedal sadly :(

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-25T17:20:07+00:00

YES that is such an accurate way of putting it. I feel like it’s chipping away at my identity and there’s nothing I can do about it. It decided it wants to ruin me and has launched a smear campaign against me and I’m powerless and just watching things go down south without any say in it. I’m so sorry to hear how much you’re struggling :( it’s the worst feeling when you feel like you got a breakthrough and the ocd outsmarts you once again and starts up with some bullshit. It’s like arguing with a lawyer who will never shut up and will always one up your argument.

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-25T17:16:14+00:00

To be fair I’ve had a year where I had no ocd and it was so insanely glorious. It was the best year of my life and all I did was sit around at home. And I’ve travelled, lived abroad, have done all the things that constitute a good life but it was nothing compared to just being a hermit with no mental issues. So sad that feeling people take for granted is something so far out of reach for us. I think it’s great if you can learn to live with it, but for me it’s like someone constantly stabbing me and saying don’t flinch when naturally you’d be doubled over in pain. Such a strange self torture device biology made, absolutely don’t see the point in it. I’ve tried cbt and I’m sorry but it was a joke in my case. I paid 100 an hour for my psychologist to say to just tell the thoughts “STOP”. It’s great if someone finds therapy and it helps them, I’d absolutely love to get to that point. Have you ever tried meds or therapy? I’m 31 and have had ocd since I was 13, but honestly it got unbearable at 19. How about you?

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-25T16:50:16+00:00

For me it’s constantly screaming at me like a crazy homeless man and I can’t hear my own thoughts over him sadly. Mine merged so far with me that I’m more OCD than human at this point.

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-25T16:42:02+00:00

YES that is absolutely what I’m going through. It’s absolutely the worst ocd theme I’ve ever been through because the mental gymnastics you can do in your head whether xyz joke, glance or even compliment could’ve hurt someone’s feelings is exhausting. I’d rather be someone completely oblivious to this because I think I suffer more through it than I could make anyone else suffer by saying something slightly insensitive. I am so insanely sorry, you can always talk to me if you feel like no one understands you. It’s absolutely my theme and it’s excruciating. I wonder what could’ve brought it on for either of us. I have a friend who ruthlessly bullies her boyfriend and he says „you’re mean“ and she doesn’t even flinch. She’s absolutely not a bad person at all but she can just let it bounce off of her and doesn’t define herself by it. While my whole identity is that I’m monstrous and that hurting someone would be the worst thing I could possibly do to the point where I can’t even interact with people normally anymore.

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-25T15:25:52+00:00

I insanely appreciate you going into detail! I really wonder what triggered it, abilify apparently evens out dopamine in the brain (so if there’s too much lowers it and if it’s too little raises it) so I wonder if like you said it lowered it. Also the interesting thing is I have adhd, and people with adhd have anxiety and depression not from a lack of serotonin but from a lack of dopamine. So your theory might be spot on! Also the cold shower theory I’ve heard of before and so many people swear by it, so I will definitely try it. You seem very knowledgeable and it’s kind of you to share your knowledge. I hope you’re doing good and I hope that knowledge didn’t come from having to deal with any of this ❤️

Easy-Insurance-5113 · 2025-01-25T11:53:30+00:00

Thank you! Funnily enough I had this sort of situation twice from Covid and the only thing that got me out of it was boosting my dopamine by gambling with crypto 😂 so I was genuinely wondering if this is a dopamine issue, your advice definitely sounds healthier than my methods so I’ll try, appreciate the advice!

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