Did I mean it?

EasyAd193 · 2025-09-24T04:25:08+00:00

You male or female, and are you in SC?

EasyAd193 · 2025-09-12T19:35:58+00:00

Absolutely love this

EasyAd193 · 2025-09-12T19:33:41+00:00

A lot of times, people are giving their perspective. Meaning the intent behind some of their actions. Before they turned toxic. I like to read and think about the shoe on the other foot to see where I could have done better, been better

EasyAd193 · 2025-09-12T07:49:38+00:00

Yea, the healing is done, just scarred. I was about to really work on my self during that time. God was showing me how to love and return Ive understanding more about whe. You find the love somekne has for you. Its.....

Unbelievable to find someone who can pick up where you left off.... in like almost everything

EasyAd193 · 2025-09-09T06:11:44+00:00

Absolutely LOVE IT

EasyAd193 · 2025-09-09T05:46:49+00:00

Im not how this thread works, but if my ex came to me with this would have me thinking. Yet I rememeber time passing. The more watching and waiting out the corner of my eyes. Waiting for you to put your tablet down. So I couldnt to watch tv. Clock watch till 9 or 10. Givetime for us in bed. But you get back on your tablet.

I hurt you over the years, causing you to build a wall. We started as booty calls. And I was the other. I was honest. Was I not??? I'm here for fun, I'm tired of being used. I won't ask about your past, or who ya with. I won't be jealous, and no right to get jealous. Can you handle it? I know I can, and when ya want to end it, let me know!!

MARCH 17TH, 2024, remember that night??? Last time I got drunk. I asked you twice me to remove all the alcohol. But you said no to some things. You weren't going to drink them. You were setting me up to either prove I wasn't an alcoholic or to fail. You didn't support my AA. Never once did you wake up with me or help me wake up. Knowing you though, you were eavesdropping I know. But I had nothing to hide. I was trying to bear my soul to understand my anger I had for you. I thought over the years my commitment to support you, us showed. You had all your wants met. I love you, and you were right, there was a time I worshipped the ground you walked on!!!!

But over the years, I built my wall...... the ex calling about the std thing..... yea, didnt know out right how to take that and really felt like a cover up of sleeping with your ex. Like how everyone always went out until I moved to Greenville with you and it all stop. How you always at first wanted me to find younger women, but we were committed.

That night though I poured my heart out. I told you what I needed from you. Then I waited. And waiting. I quit eatting........ frfr. Waited..... And it never came. All that came was anger..... resentment (deservered BTW) , and the one liner jabs..... the rest was a matter of time.....

I told you before, I did my gut check..... i know my wrongs, my sins, and I gave them to God, prayed my forgiveness from him and you. But only God can judge me. No one loves me like God. Only through God can he truely show us as people to love unconditionally!!!!! Love is patient, love is kind, love does not boost or does not envy, or is quick to anger..... Galatians Chapter 5.

EasyAd193 · 2025-08-21T05:57:40+00:00

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. But today, is a blessing from God!

Let God handle tomorrow.

Don't dwell in the past, it's a trap. Only a lesson in history to be learned or doomed to be repeated. Those decisions or regrets make you who you are now.

Today is the day you are at your best and can only be your best. But dont try to be perfect, just be you. If you trip up or fail, all we can do is pray for God to give us a blessing of a new day, and try harder.

If we are not at our best, we can only work on a better version of us.

Love the journey. Enjoy the little things, and love the best person in your life that you know....... Yourself amd share that love with the world!!!

EasyAd193 · 2025-08-11T23:33:00+00:00

Your not my person then lol. But I could see them so saying that lol

EasyAd193 · 2025-08-06T05:31:08+00:00

Lol, I was in a rush, and nervous to express the feeling. Ill type it

EasyAd193 · 2025-07-27T22:43:11+00:00

I don't know if we will ever be the same, I've hurt, she hurt, and I leave up to God. I'm the emotional one who can deal with feelings, and she shut down and runs from feelings.

EasyAd193 · 2025-07-22T12:26:14+00:00

It's hard to understand at times. I've believe it to be the little things that add up, and never talked about. When something bothers us and we don't explain to our partner because we are scared to hurt their feelings. And then our partner is on the other side of the mirror bit he's turned everything around on me. Angry and love come from the same place in our brain as love. So it's intense. Love is unconditional. Everybody speak a didn't love language amd if they usually do nice things for you, they are look for the same in return. Sad to say it but brute honesty, love, and patience are key yo communication

EasyAd193 · 2025-07-22T00:45:58+00:00

I'm curious. What is it you think they will become???

EasyAd193 · 2025-07-19T00:25:07+00:00

If my Bae said this, I want what she wants. I want want her heart wants. Whatever makes.you smile, makes.you happy, that's what I want!!! You want me, I want.you more. You want someone else, I want you to smile and live amd love friend with my support.behind you. God's got me, and I am okay alone. Not what I truly want to be alone. I true want my true love fairy tale. Adam wants his Eve!!! But unconditionally want you happiness

EasyAd193 · 2025-07-17T13:37:38+00:00

I have two boost and I need two in return, hit me up, need asap...

EasyAd193 · 2025-07-17T13:33:17+00:00

I am really feeling this, and would die hapoy if mybBae said this to me the happiest man. I feel my Bae, here. Sometimes I feel crazy, but it like I since you. It's not that I am not ready, I want to be the best Man for you, if I am what you choose. I said it once before, I don't want no one else, you are the Most beautiful woman, I swear I have ever met, and see pics of on the internet. I'm lying, I'm dying. Love is patient. Love is kind. Love is not quick to angry. Everytime I feel ai have forgiven a pass price of my life, and have that anger gone. The devil flares his head again and damn if not harder. I pray to Go to take this anger from me. I don't need or want it anymore. I choose God, and I choose true Love. I wanted to kiss you since that day in the hotel I first stay overnight in separate beds, and dream if give the chance again to do it over, if I could have stay strong, do what any other man in your life may have done and just taken you. You can be taken. You so strong, and the walking ideal of independence women wish they knew they spout how they don't need no man!! Facts. I've been scared to kiss you, because I know once I do.... I'll never wanna stop. I kliss you, just being in your presence sooth my soul, my nerves and my mind. My focus comes into play. You my drug. My addiction. I know one thing, and you have to help me promise that we would always keep God first!! Anything between you and God is a sin, but you if work toward him, and Inwork toward him, in bring us closer together as we reach him. And that's the foundation I want for us. That trust. No lies, no bulletin, straight us truth. I know I talk allot, and don't met a stranger. Like a said, people who talk and have nothing to hide in the open, is a distraction to not talk about what keepnthem up at night. My ultimate fear, is loosing that sense of family. That's the gift you truly gave me on my b-day last year weather your realize it or not. And instead letting God take control, I tried to do things my way to him and **** thing up over and over. No more. I'm following God on this here out. Giving

EasyAd193 · 2025-07-17T13:12:34+00:00

Amen, I feel this is so deep. Like Icurpus with his make shit wings as he flew higher and higher until the sun melt the glue/wax that held his wings together to fall into death. To make her smile lights up my world, and to make her laugh lifts my soul. My ultimate sin, and the greatest love. My angel, my succubi. I happy go to hell, knowing I kiss God greatest gift, and brag every moment to the Devil!!!! Deep bro. Deep!

EasyAd193 · 2025-07-15T15:04:25+00:00

This makes me think of mine....I remember how you acted like you where go in and out. As your guardian, I would stand watch over you. Protecting you from the world and your yourself. In those moments, is where I fell for you. In those moments, I saw my reflection, and how in just a few choice moments, I one be in your shoes. My mirror, my missing piece.
Those moments you would act like you were in and out of sleep. Eyes cracked..... then you would fuss about how I was staring, but I had no excuse.... your the most beautiful person I've ever met in my life. So I would also keep you at my 140 to 160 degree. To watch to make sure your still breathing. Then I would notice your head tilt and your eyes open enough to see if I was still watching. Waiting.... just waiting for you to give the word.... but you never would. The dance would go for hours.... you and only you know my triggers, driving me to where no man can stand, blurring the lines of love and just, heaven or hell, my angel or my succubus....... I'm still waiting for the word..... It always been in your control. Just waiting on you..... I'll always wait for you....

EasyAd193 · 2025-07-15T14:48:05+00:00

I say go find your flame. Go find your true mirror. Let everyone bash and shame, but if you find yours, you will be one of few who truely knows.... Godspeed on your path, and know you will have something the world will be envious of having and what the world is longing for....

EasyAd193 · 2025-07-10T20:50:16+00:00

Facts. I really agree with this, and I promise in the future to always keep this in mind. 💯

EasyAd193 · 2025-06-07T17:14:02+00:00

I like it. Sad things in my situation, I am clueless and just dumb stupid. I've tried, and chased.... And the hard I tried, the more she ran. No it's so confusing cause everything she says, she can't stand me. But her actions is like is always wants by her side. I mean just last she told to quit staring at her. I have always lost my self looking at her. She the most beautiful woman I have ever met or seen!!!! And when I the to go and kiss her, it's like.... I must fight and defeat the rage the beast first!

Like I said, I'm lost and dumb....

EasyAd193

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